=+=+ love is just a game +=+=

2009-11-12T11:02:00.001+08:00

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'ms till here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.

2009-11-12T10:57:00.002+08:00

Hi there.. it's been so long since i updated.. lol.. Well things doesn't go very well lah.. But not as bad as last time.. Went to watch Jennifer's Body 2 times. So bored.. But overall still ok ok lah.. A sexy horror film with a wicked sense of humor, "Jennifer's Body" is about small town high school student Jennifer (Megan Fox), who is possessed by a hungry demon. She transitions from being "high school evil" - gorgeous (and doesn't she know it), stuck up and ultra-attitudinal - to the real deal: evil/evil. The glittering beauty becomes a pale and sickly creature jonesing for a meaty snack, and guys who never stood a chance with the heartless babe, take on new luster in the light of Jennifer's insatiable appetite. Meanwhile, Jennifer's lifelong best friend Needy (Amanda Seyfried), long relegated to living in Jennifer's shadow, must step-up to protect the town's young men, including her nerdy boyfriend Chip (Johnny Simmons).

Watch Paranormal Activity is like Oh Sh**.. damn scary lah.. A haunted house makes no secret of the fact it is not pleased with its new tenants in this independent tale of supernatural horror. Katie (Katie Featherson) and Micah (Micah Sloat) are a twenty-something couple who've just moved into a new home in San Diego, California. Katie has an interest in the paranormal and believes that malevolent spirits have been following her since childhood, though Micah is not so easily convinced. However, after several nights of loud noises and strange happenings, Micah starts to agree with Katie that some sort of ghost may have followed them to the new home. After a paranormal researcher tells the couple he can't help them, Micah decides to take control of the situation and sets up a battery of video cameras so that if a spirit manifests itself, he can capture its behavior on tape. Once the surveillance cameras are in place, Katie and Micah bring in a Ouija board in an effort to talk to the spirits, a move that deeply offends the ghosts. PARANORMAL ACTIVITY was the first feature film from writer-director Oren Peli.

2009-10-17T11:00:00.000+08:00

A collection of Diwali lamps and a candle

Pop! Drop by to wish all Hinduism Happy Deepavali.. I'm off to work now.. Boring.. Haha.. See u again.. CHEERS! jiayou.. =)

2009-10-09T13:33:00.003+08:00

Pop!! i back to blog again.. hahha.. been very long nv update le.. Cos busy working ah.. no off days sia.. lolx.. Anyway.. been listen to alot of songs this few weeks.. Found a nice song by Jay Sean - DOWN.. Some might find it abit gugu now then listen.. Haha.. I admit i'm abit slow la.. =) His lyrics meaning very good.. Shall dedicate this song & this lyrics to my baby.. Hahaha..

Lyrics | Jay Sean lyrics - Down lyrics

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(LiL Wayne)
Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, over freeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

2009-10-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Children's Day.. Hahahaha.. No longer children liao.. Neither Youth Day.. lolx.. Old liao le.. Should be adult. Well ppl will ask what is CHILDREN'S DAY? Children's Day is an event celebrated on various days in many places around the world.

And more thing.. Tremors felt in parts of Singapore after second Sumatran earthquake.. So scary la.. Slept quite late ytd, then while sleeping.. i feel my bed is shaking.. hahaha.. Must be something not right le.. Wake up heard the news that there's a earthquake in the morning.. lolx..

Basketball Tournament at Bedok CC

2009-09-24T21:57:00.003+08:00

I'm back.. About to go sleep soon.. Not in good mood after a basketball tournament match. We lose the 1st round but 2nd round we won the RSC team.. So we get into the next round with is the same team as the 1st round.. It was quite disappointed at first cos we lost to them by 24 points. 32 - 8. That team was damn powerful.. But the final we lost by 4 points.. It was so hard to except we lost.. Can't believe la.. But it's a tiring day today..

Got to go guys.. Shall update again ya.. Enjoy & take care.. =)

2009-09-23T00:14:00.003+08:00

wah wah wah... so long nv update again.. hahaha.. well.. today at work is quite tired but fun la.. I finally made up my mind liao.. Our competition is this coming thurs le.. Wish us good la ya.. Power 5 GO! GO! GO!

Our competition will be held at Bedok CC at 1pm.. CONFIDENT POWER 5!!

I gotto go liao.. Tata everyone.. Good luck to me & my team members.. Jiayou..

2009-09-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. i'm back again to blog.. Now free can update.. If not.. like last month like this.. must wait till next mth then update.. wahahaha.. stupid right.. well.. today nothing must to say.. work at cashier la.. stupid customers la.. Lame sia.. stubborn sia.. Dunno what is call WAIT.. told many times still don't understand.. Dunno isit my english too CHIM.. lolx.. bUt anyway.. today quite fun la.. relaz.. cos full man power sia.. wahahahaha.. Alright.. i shall be going le.. My bro wanna use the com.. What to do.. Young ones always can't get the things they want.. =(

2009-09-12T23:20:00.001+08:00

tada.. hahaha.. back again.. yahoo.. went to my cousin on thurs night.. had my dinner there.. been 2-3 weeks didn't meet up my baby boy.. but it's alright.. I'm fine with it.. Takes time ya.. Times flies de.. taken some pic at my cousin's laptop.. Took funny pose.. Shall pose let u guys see.. Damn funny..

Well.. Today ya.. relax day.. Not busy at all.. Bump into Vincent at QIJI at Heartland Mall Kovan with his friend i guess.. Wahahaha.. hMmm.. today was a fun day cos i learn new bollywood dance steps.. " Jai Ho ".. Nice dance steps.. Love it.. Dance at based station.. hahaha.. everyone is learning.. wahahaha.. alright.. today shall post a short ones.. hehehe..

2009-09-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho.. it been months i didn't update my blog le.. Haha.. Busy woman is like this de.. I'm still the same lor.. Working at KFC.. Doing lotsa of things.. Hmmm.. This few days i just recovered my illness.. Damnn scary sickness.. haha.. Anyway.. It's over already.. So don't wish to say.. Stay happy & healthy is the most important thing.. Well, things doesn't goes well last few months i gusss, but i hope everything will be alright.. =)

It's FASTING MONTH.. For over one billion Muslims throughout the world, Ramadhan is a special month of the year. During the month of Ramadhan, Muslims fast from dawn to sunset every day.

Let's take this chance to wish all our Muslim friends "Selamat Berpuasa".

I've to prepare to go for my training.. I see you guys around then.. Take care.. jia you.. =)

2009-08-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho.. 1st of august liao.. that's very fast.. today is the most tired day ever.. Slp at 4am but need to wake up at 5.30am to go work. Haiz.. Panda eyes popping out liao.. after that catering finish, i went home and slept till 2+.. after that head to find my bf. jus reach home not long ago.. As today is my lovely cousin birthday.. So wishing her HAPPY 21st birthday ah..

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY Jeslyn.. Pretty babe.. Enjoy this day ya.. Take care.. Hope you have a wonderful & lovely day today.. hehe.. And also the gifts i bought for you.. =)

Think of tomorrow gonna work, i super damn sianz.. tired sia after the whole event.. Hahaha.. Gonna go slp liao.. Nitez everyone.. Update soon..

2009-07-27T12:15:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. back to blog again.. was happy to spend on my birthday.. and my baby did recommend me one song.. it's very nice from Adam Lamert - Mad World.. This is is power la.. hahaha.. i shall post the lyrics..

All around are me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

(Chorus)

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

[Chorus]

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I fine it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, Mad world
Mad world, Mad world

2009-07-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

Whoohoo.. Today is a special day so I shall blog about it. Hehe.

25.07.09 is my birthday.

This day is damn great man! Even though he's working but the time we spend together very little, but still it's a lovely day for me! It doesn't matter if we will go out for a nice dinner or a celebration. It's still the thought that counts and the little things that happen on this special day.

I went out with my mum & godma to advance celebrate my birthday.. Hahaha.. We went to Vivo city the chinese restaurant. The food not bad la.. We order Fried Rice, Sze Chuang mee, Xiao Long Bao, Tou Miao & last but not least the Stir Fried Beef. Damn full sia.. hahha.. i've order the Ice Dragon Fruit juice.. Not that nice.. Hahaha..

While on the way back.. I msg my baby.. I told him i'm on my way back then he say he wanted to give me a big surprise but end up he no guts to do it.. Hahaha.. i laugh all the way till home.. But on the way back.. i saw someone look like him.. So i went nearer to confirm whether it's him.. Surprise! It's him.. I was shock & he gave me a BIRTHDAY KISS exactly on my birthday at 12am.. It was like unpredictable things happened.. This is the day i won't be able to forget.. hahaha..

I shall wait till tmr on the actual date.. Shall go rest now.. Take care baby.. Love u.. =)

2009-07-01T13:19:00.002+08:00

yoyo.. It's july month.. so fast ya.. I've been working KFC for 1 yr. hahaa.. Ytd went to Mustafa to walk walk buy things.. hahaha.. Spend afew dollars buy memory card.. lolx.. After tat head back and pop and gone to my lala land but of cos i did bath and slp la.. hahaha.. i've got to work later.. So i'll not stay long here.. I wish everyone good health ya.. =)

Life is so terrible.. All becos of money.. Haiz.. But good la.. Government gives us money.. Yeah.. so happy.. Ytd spent it.. But must control la. Money hard to earn.. hehehe.. This few days abit busy cos not enough ppl.. haiz.. sianz.. Where are all the ppl gone to? Btw.. I've got to go liao.. Need to prepare.. Later late for work.. hehe.. tata.. Will update if i'm free.. =)

2009-06-20T11:14:00.002+08:00

hey guys.. i'm back le.. Using my brother laptop to update my blog.. My computer has been spoil for many mths le.. Nobody wanna go repair.. That's y i've not been updating my blog so recent. Well.. Nowadays abit busy with my other job as it's GSS period. Been working the whole week no resting at all.. I need money very urgently.. Hope the next job i got will have a better salary. I've gtg le.. My brother wake up liao.. tata.. take care guys.. Will update u again.. Cheers.

2009-06-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

it's been a mth that i didn't update my blog.. I've been busy working since i started my new job.. But it's getting worst afterall.. Gonna resign soon.. Haiz.. Long story.. I only can online while.. I've got to go liao.. Will update you guys when i'm free.. Take care ya.. =)

2009-05-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.. i'm finally back and settle down liao... Firstly wanna wish my mum happy Mother's Day to you although i'm not in singapore to celebrate with you.. I went to malaysia to visit my relative.. His baby girl is sooooo cute.. Will upload the pic let u guys see.. Hehehe.. Cute and active girl like me.. wahahahaha..

Secondly.. I'm actually tired working at KFC & Promotor.. I'm telling the truth. I'm not lying.. This is who i am.. I will be alright and learn my lesson. I will talk less and protect myself. People around are very cunning.. they are making use of me, so my friend told me to be careful and beware of those people around me.. After the conversation we made, i finally understand what should i do and what i shouldn't do. I've to try to be SMART!! lolx.. I'm learning.. =)

Thirdly.. Wanna wish everyone good health & recently got this H1N1 and Swine Flu drink more water & excerise.. Personal Hygiene.,, Wash your hands before u do anything.. Hehehehe.. Eat more fruits & vegetables.. Use clean towels.. I know it is very LAME but it's good for you.. hahaha...

Lastly.. Wanna tell my baby take care of yourself ya.. Hope we can be happy as last time.. Money is hard to earn.. Takes time.. Anything just tell me k.. Love you.. muack.. Miss you.. =)

2009-05-08T14:46:00.001+08:00

hey everybody..sorry didn't update for so long.. As my computer got some problems.. So can't update. Now i'm at my cousin house using his laptop to update.. Anyway.. i will be away from town till Monday. After that will be working through the weeks.. Haha.. Sianz.. I've got to go le..

Advance Happy Vesak Day to everyone.. =)

2009-05-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

yoyo.. i'm back again.. haha.. today it's labour day.. went to work at KFC.. It was like asking myself today is Labour day anot?? Seems to be very quiet today.. We eventually tot today will be very busy.. Can't expected it was like normal Sunday.. Damn funny today.. Called our AM.. Tell him why i work with tat guy.. He keep laughing.. I've got to go liao.. Tomorrow still got work.. hehe. tata.. Nitez everyone.. =)

Happy Labour Day.. =)

2009-04-25T23:00:00.005+08:00

One more birthday boy again.. Wahahahaha.. This mth is like WAH! Birthday month.. Hehehe.. Well.. Today is someone whom i know him since K1 till now and his name is Azli.. Today is his birthday.. So i'm wishing him a very Happy Birthday & hope his day will be spend with his love ones.. Hehehe.. Hope he like the present we make for him..

Birthday Boy, a song for you..

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Azli
Happy Birthday to you

2009-04-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

Almost forgot.. Today is my cousin birthday.. Here's a birthday song for her..

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Claris
Happy Birthday to you..

Another yr older liao.. Wish you all the best ya.. Take care.. Enjoy this day ba.. =)

2009-04-24T21:45:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back to blog liao.. Finally got time to update.. Been working at for almost 1 week plus liao.. It was very fun working at my new place.. Hehehe.. We play we chit chat and get to know different kind of ppl.. At my new place i get to know this girl called Penny.. She's cute & funny girl.. Likes to laugh and super hyper active too.. She's from the other dept de la.. Love her style.. short hair with red colour highlighted.. Hehehe.. We always talk crap at the counter as the supervisor is always walking around with those puppies.. Hahaha.. Hate those puppies who always with the supervisor.. Always like to aim me for nth.. I do my job, they complain.. WTH la.. But nvm.. As long as i'm doing my things.. Everything will be alright.. I'm getting tired and tired each day.. Haiz.. Getting fatter too.. Hahahaha.. But i did go for training la.. Swimming as usual.. Train up my stamina.. Hahaha.. Alright la.. Will try to update ASAP k.. Hehehe.. Anyway.. Take care guys.. I might be away from town next mth.. Won't be back so soon ba.. I guess.. Still planning.. See you guys.. tata.. take care ya.. CHEERS!!

2009-04-19T00:15:00.002+08:00

Finally guys.. I'm back to blog le.. Hahaha.. Almost about 18 days didn't update le.. Lately been busy working with my new job.. Though it's tiring but still waiting for other full time job. I'm currently working part time at OG People's Park.. It's fun working with them as they are elderly la.. Talk craps too.. But learn alot of things from there.. Tat's true..

Recently was not in a good mood la.. Some reasons lor.. Financial problems again.. Find myself stupid.. Why am i in this situation now? Do i really have to wake myself up? It's time to wake up le KRIS CHAN!! No more outing & buying unwanted stuffs le.. Money hard to earn i know.. But when come to spend money it's like WATER!! Haiz.. I also got this day man.. Feel so disappointed at times..

If i got a chance, i really wanna study hard, cherish my current ex bf, friends and work hard.. I've lost my loves one le.. I regret i nv got a chance to cherish.. Hope this yr or next yr will be a better year for me.. Thanks to my friends who always there for me.. I truly wanna thanks for comfort me.. Although i maybe be stubborn at times, but what i have done for them just let it be can.. It will be a history afterall..

I'm tired liao.. Update soon.. Take care.. I MISS YOU.. Do you?

2009-04-01T13:21:00.008+08:00

April Fools Day Graphics

Yoyoyo.. POP!! I'm back.. Hahaha.. Happy April Fool's to all of you.. Hope yesterday nite and today didn't get into the trap ya.. =) Take care everyone and be careful not to get prank on others..

I have got some stupid lame jokes below.. ENJOY!

One Sick Joke
Fill a hot water bottle with blended leftovers or even pea soup. Keep the bottle hidden under your shirt near your chest and make a trip to the cafeteria. Your friends need to be in on this prank. When the cafeteria is full, make a loud noise to attract attention, bend over the table and squeeze the bottle. Your sludge should spew out all over the table like you've just thrown up.

Look What I can Do!
Ask your victim, er.. friend to put a quarter on a piece of paper and, without removing their finger, trace the coin with a pencil. Repeat the "test" with a few fingers. After that's done, get the victim to pick up the quarter and roll it along the bridge of their nose. Then quietly snicker behind their back as they walk around with a black line along their nose. Don't use a permanent marker cuz that's not cool.

Hmmm.. Today is Florence last day & she has to hand over to our new next RM from Plaza Singapura called "Adnan" (dunno whether if i spell correct). Well, we feel sad after she told us she will be leaving the store and will be at the other outlet liao.. Haiz.. Tears flow as usual for those who has work with her for long la.. But this kind of thing is unpredictable want lor.. You can't stay at the store for long don't you guys think.. But really hope the next RM will be a nice one and easy to communicate?? Hope so ya.. =)

Alright.. i've gotto go liao..

2009-03-30T00:39:00.003+08:00

A fragile heart was broken before I don't think it could endure another pain but there's a voice from deep inside of you that's calling out to make you realize that this new bond gives inspiration. To all who feel no love appeal no more so how can I break this wall around you. That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain so forget your past and we can dream tomorrow. Save our hearts for card and lovin too. It's hard I know but one thing for sure don't go and break this fragile heart. A hurting mind in need of emotion, I don't think I could endure another pain but baby in you, I've found affection, affection I have never felt before.

So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow, don't go and break my fragile heart. With all this fire that burns between us, there's so much to lose and yet so much more to gain. And if I could, choose the world around me, the world I'd choose would all revolve around you. So help me complete the game inside me and help to mend my fragile heart.

2009-03-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

hello.. it's been almost 4 days to didn't update my blog.. Jus reach home.. hehehe.. been outing since almost 3 weeks outside with my friends till 6+ in the morning.. Went to play pool, supper, chit chatting, playing poker cards.. lolx.. Well.. spend alot of money tat past few weeks.. =) Been very stress cause not enough money liao.. But no job avaible.. Haiz.. Guess the interview didn't goes very successful too.. Didn't make it.. But nvm.. It's a good try..

Alright today program was fun but tired. Tired is becos didn't slp enough due to the day before i went out la.. Meet up with sakinah & bing bing for chit chat.. Play poker card to check our love life.. Haha.. it was fun.. Then we play till around 5+ in the morning then i take my first bus at 5.30am at Hougang Ave 8.. Went home bath & fall asleep till 1pm then wash up go out again.. Wahahaha.. This time is go to my friend's baby full mth.. Take some shot for the baby boy.. He is CUTE.. Shall upload the photos and let u guys see.. hehehe.. Around in the evening like this, went to my cousin house to teach them a new game.. Then we ahead to AMK HUB for some bites la.. The clever thing is that i wear high heels till my legs hurts.. Been walking from Seng Kang to Hougang ave 9 then from there to AMK HUB.. Wah lao.. Tell u freaking painful now lor.. Ass sia.. lolx.. Nvm.. I deserve that.. Cos didn't expect my cousins & their mums going there ma.. I shall stop here liao.. Leg painfull need to rest.. hahaha.. Will update my blog when i'm free.. hehehe.. =)

By myself..

2009-03-24T17:43:00.003+08:00

I'm Back.. hehehe.. Blog blog blog..

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself, I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
I can’t hold on to what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on to anything watching everything spin.
With thoughts of failure sinking in, if I turn my back I’m defenseless and to go blindly seems senseless.
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll take from me ‘till everything is gone. If I let them go I’ll be outdone but if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun.
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself. How do you think I’ve lost so much? I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch and how do you expect... I will know what to do?
When all I know is what you tell me to don’t you know I can’t tell you how to make it go? No matter what I do, how hard I try I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside..

2009-03-19T16:40:00.003+08:00

Yo.. baack.. almost a week nv update.. hehe.. was busy lah.. finding job.. finally on the tue morning.. i receive a mail from one of the company.. Ask me go down for interview today.. Went for interview almost lost the way.. Luckily thing i called my fren who stay near there.. The company is just beside this Amber Hotel.. So i went in to the club and it really gives me a very comfortable feeling.. The people there are friendly.. Hahaha.. Seat down and i fill up the application form.. Damn worried i will be shortlisted.. Haiz.. Sianz if i can't get in.. Hope i can get into that job.. It's my interest as i'm sporty.. The place suits me.. =) I love it.. hehehe.. The one who interview me was also friendly.. Tell me this & that.. No bad.. hehehe.. Gonna go work later at 5.30pm.. Yeah.. Cook again.. CRISPY OR ORIGINAL.. lolx.. ZINGER OR FILLET..

Tatata.. Good news will be updated either tomorrow or the following days.. hahaha.. take care.. CHAO!

2009-03-13T15:21:00.002+08:00

Just wake up.. Went out yesterday nite after work around 12+am to 1 am like this went Jalan Kayu eat.. After that, go Pasir Ris there for some chilling.. Hahaha.. play some kind of childish games like POKER and i decide to set punishments if whoever lose.. Can say I'm the unlucky one who came out this stupid punishment call "POLE DANCE".. I have to go to the lamp post to dance Pole Dance.. The clever me had no choice.. Say it must do it.. So i was like unwilling lah.. So dance for 30 sec.. So malu.. Never try doing pole dance on lamp post.. After that.. the next punishment worst.. Had to dance on the person.. Wah.. the punishment is getting more evil & wild.. Lucky thing is i win.. so that person have to dance on someone lah.. So funny sia.. Heard some people at corner laughing very loud guess they saw the one who lose had to do pole dance on the other person la.. Hahahaha..

Well.. time passes very fast.. about 5+ to 6am, getting tired so go home.. On the way home it was like damn fun.. Maybe this kind of thing is only to keep memories.. I'll cherish whatever it is now lor.. don't regret after losing it.. It's true.. This is life.. Things had happened and to ACCEPT it.. Really.. Time heals everything.. Slowly.. We human come and go.. So enjoy yourself.. Go to go bath liao.. Hahahaha.. Might go out again.. =)

2009-03-11T13:07:00.005+08:00

Another birthday boy again.. lolx.. Today his birthday.. So wishing him Happy Birthday and happiness fill with him always.. Hahaha.. I'm trying to grant his wish.. wahahaha.. Had bought him a birthday gift for him by us.. (vincent & me, we shared) So let's sing a song for AYUB.. (will upload the photos soon..)

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Ayub
Happy Birthday To You

2009-03-09T00:50:00.003+08:00

Back to blog.. Hahaha.. so many days le.. Spent my weekend outside ya.. Sat went to my grandma birthday party then sunday went out with cousin.. Spend on makeup things.. hahaha.. =)

Well.. Remember when I said I won't miss you,the truth is that i do. I never stop thinking about you and we are meant together. The two of us are bound but now it seems like forever i can't get you off my mind if i could wish upon a star then i would hold you in my arms and i know we could love once again if i could turn the hands of time then you would love me still be mine. Baby kid, I would be right where you are if i could wish upon a star. It's obvious and everyone can see that u and i are truly meant to be but nothing turns out right.. If only i could make u realize if only time could give us just another chance and I'd prove it all to you.

Thurs, March 5, 2009,Friday, March 05, 2009

2009-03-06T00:01:00.005+08:00

Back to blog.. Hahaha.. 5 days liao.. Never blog anything.. Well this 5 days didn't go very smooth.. Weather also siao siao want.. Happy rain not happy super humid.. Wat is happening to the world?? Not in good mood.. Keep throwing temper at other ppl.. Maybe is because i miss you suddenly.. (wah.. sounds so serious.. lolx) Well, i didn't sleep well today.. Went out on ytd night till thurs morning.. Me & my 2 other frens were chatting at Kovan Mac till 8am.. After that head back to home and bath & K.O.. Sleep till 2 plus wake up.. Almost late.. Call to office and say will be late.. I'm jus too tired.. Haiz..

Well.. Ytd night was terrible.. Base station is like hell.. So many things to do.. I'm telling myself.. I'm gonna quit the job soon by June 2009. I just can't stand it anymore.. It's making ourselves very "pak chek" ah.. Those ppl nv come, we cover for them.. Wat is this.. I'm getting more and more tired of this job le.. This thing wash tat thing wash.. It's not i against this job.. It's like more and more things to do ever since HD close down & change of AM.. I don't wanna talk abt it le.. I'm sick & tired.. Don't ask why.. Talk to my hand! lolx..

Good nite everyone.. Have a sweet dream cause today weather is cooling.. Raining ma.. For those riding or driving.. Be careful ya.. Road is slippery..

Babykid.. Just a short post for you:
Have a gd rest.. take care ya.. nitez.. sweet dreams..

2009-02-27T17:03:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA.. really nth to do.. jus a short post awhile.. Now at my cousin house playing with his laptop. He got this photo shot program.. Damn fun.. Haha.. so taken some photos.. i see liao i keep laughing.. so many different effect.. Below are those photos..

my twin sister.. lolx

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Rider 04

2009-02-27T00:16:00.010+08:00

his shocking looks.. lol

he is enjoying.. haha..

Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to Yusuf
Happy Birthday to You.

From good friends and true,
From old friends and new,
May good luck go with you,
And happiness too.

2009-02-26T13:08:00.002+08:00

back.. HmMm.. Recently things doesn't go very well. But i tell myself.. Life still have to go on.. This week I'm doing cook almost everyday.. Haha.. Cook until my hand injure sia.. Blueblack leh.. siAo siaO.. haha..

Saw ayub ytd night with his gf lah at KHM.. Haha.. Guess they just dropped by and look for Florence only lor but he came at the wrong time lah cause Florence on leave ma. So he say he will come back later but end up never lor.. Wahahaha.. Know his pattern la.. Say but never come back.. Hehehe.. Kidding ah ayub.. =) no angry.. Btw.. If you reading my blog, when you guys going Genting.. Going Feb month end liao leh.. Aiyo..

Well ytd night shift manager was that pirated "zidane".. LOL.. Can't believe he will say those things to me.. Read on.. Damn funny..

First, he take fries & chicken, and i say:

Kris: Aiyo.. Don't take so much fries, later i have to down again.. (in kidding tone)
Dilip: Why i cannot take is it? You want me go hungry & die ah??
Kris: Die?? DOn't die here.. Later u make dirty the place.. (everyone was laughing)
Dilip: Then if i die, i will not let you sleep well..
Kris: What the hell!! Say this kind of thing..

Hahaha.. Then i say.. If u die then i eat sleeping pills lor.. You won't come hunt for me.. He talk never use brain want leh.. No matter what he still a manager.. But so wat a manager? He can talk to staff like this meh? This is ridiculous lor.. Can't stand him also.. Alright.. Got to prepare go work liao.. Start at 3pm.. Doing cook again.. =)

If only i got the chance

2009-02-23T13:11:00.004+08:00

I see you beside me only when it's only a dream. A vision of what used to be the laughter. Pictures in time but fading to memories. How could I ever let you go, isit too late to let you know? I tried to run from your side but each place I hide.

It only reminds me of you when i turn out all the lights. Even the night, it only reminds me of you. I needed my freedom that's what I've thought.. But I was a fool to believe my heart lied while i cried. Rivers of tears but I was too blind to see. Everything is like never before and now it means so much more..

Friendship..

2009-02-23T13:10:00.001+08:00

Friends, We'll always be there for one another.
A thousand memories we share and a million
more to come, Never thought in a million years
we'd ever be friends, but we were, we were
the best of friends. You were always there to
stay and listen to what I had to say. I looked up
to you in so many ways, Now we went our
separate ways we didn't say good-bye so
despite my tight grip our friendship left my
grasp, Now my best friend is someone in the
past. The distance that caused the change of
heart as our friendship grows further apart
maybe one day we can go back, back to the
day slowly we'll build that bridge to one
another like it but until then don't forget,
we were the best of friends.

Coarine's baby boy Yu Sheng on 21.02.09

2009-02-23T12:24:00.009+08:00

Pose 1 - Yes?

Pose 2 - Oh My GOD!

Pose 3 - Eeek.. Get lost!

Pose 4 - Alright.. Don't disturb me..

Pose 5 - Aiyo.. Keep quiet pls!

Pose 6 - Finally, there's some peace now.

Finally.. I'm back to blog le.. I'm off for 3 days last week.. Which is Wed, Thurs & Sat. Hehe.. Wed went for a swimming training.. I'm super damn dark now.. WAhahahaha.. But i like.. =) So that's how i spend my Wed days.. hehehe..
Thurs i was damn tired due to the day before i went swim 10 laps.. The whole pool was like mine sia.. Not much people.. How i wish i have my own swimming pool.. LoLx.. (crazy seh) So after that day i was sleeping whole day la.. Faint! Thurs was a resting day to me..

So fri start work liao.. Damn tired.. After work, go home bath & sleep.. Lolx.. Pig sia.. =X
Sat hor.. Ai seh.. Pathetic leh.. Meet my friends they all at City Hall.. One was late.. For her she must advance booking. Always late de.. Tell her meet 1pm, but end up reach City hall at 2.30pm. FAINT!! OMG! So me & the other 2 friends go walk walk first.. So meet up & chit chat.. Talk talk & shop shop after that went to my friend new born baby full mth.. He was damn cute.. Will upload the pHotos see.. hehehe.. Different expression shot i taken.. =) Saw some of ITE friends lah.. Some slim down, some pump air lah.. Know wat it means right.. Kekeke..

Around 8+, we plan to go relax ourself cause we so long nv meet up le, sure lotsa of topic to talk.. Went to one pub at Outram there.. Not bad lah.. The place there was relaxing enough.. Cool environment.. Then reach there, we order 1 jug first.. play some poker cards lah.. After that, order again.. End up we all order 5 jug seh.. POWER leh.. 4 people drink 5 jug.. End up i'm the one who is the drunk one.. Almost i drink about 2-3 jug.. STRONG GIRL.. hahaha.. Vomited 3 times at tat pub, was very giddy already.. After that, reach home around 1+, vomited 2 times again.. wahahaha.. Like MERLION sia.. Feeling very terrible as next day i've to work.. So woke up in the morning, head damn heavy.. Like a stone on my head.. Can't remove. So i took 1 panadol EXTRA and went back to sleep again.. Woke up again around 3+ then bath & head to work.. Went to work like shit.. My vision was damn blurrr~ Totally white seh.. Went to buy chocolates to make myself awake.. As usual, work at based lor.. Work & work till closing.. Alright.. That's for today..

2009-02-19T01:47:00.010+08:00

hey ya.. i'm back to blog again.. Went out ytd afternoon.. Meet up my cousin to catch movie at GV Plaza.. Hahaha.. Didn't know what to watch.. End up we watch the movie called: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button at 3.40pm & ended around 6.30pm+. It's a love & sad story.. 2 thumbs up.. As we still got lotsa time, we went to the toilet to do some touch up.. wahahahaha.. So vain sia.. =)

The story: "I was born under unusual circumstances." And so begins "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button," adapted from the 1920s story by F. Scott Fitzgerald about a man who is born in his eighties and ages backwards: a man, like any of us, who is unable to stop time. We follow his story, set in New Orleans from the end of World War I in 1918, into the 21st century, following his journey that is as unusual as any man's life can be. Directed by David Fincher and starring Brad Pitt and Cate Blanchett with Taraji P. Henson, Tilda Swinton, Jason Flemyng, Elias Koteas and Julia Ormond, "Benjamin Button," is a grand tale of a not-so-ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the joys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

meimei & birthday girl

*the left over seafood patter for 2 *

wat is meimei doing? lol

After watching finish, we go meet up my another cousin as her birthday is today.. Went to Fish & Co for dinner at AMK Hub, tat's the place she decide & she didn't expected a surprise from them.. Wahahaha.. She was damn shy sia.. hehehehe.. I'll upload some photos take from AMK Hub Fish & Co.. That's for today. hahaha.

Happy Valentine's Day to all

2009-02-14T11:45:00.006+08:00

Today is 14 feb 2009 which is Valentine's day lah.. lolx.. -__-''' Well this day has lotsa of memories for me & so do my cousin.. [ Sour & Sweet & Bitter & Spicy..] The day will never forget.. Today is my phone 1 yr le.. Funny thing is i bought my phone (Model: N6500c) during V day 2008. So abt 8+pm, i received a msg that is super duper SHOCKING.. At first i try to call him and he reject my call, later didn't expect he msg me and ask for a BREAK UP. What the hell.. That moment was like everyhing has sunk down so sudden.. Gd thing is i didn't cry. (Strong girl leh)

PS: I'm just keeping some memorial for myself.. Well, this yr 2009 it's abt 1 yr already since we break up le.. During the relationship we do have ups & downs sometimes.. But maybe this is GOD decision that we have to go separate ways for our own good. Luckily thing is I'm not spending alone, spending this V day with my cousin.. So not that bad lah.. Wahahahaha.. Trying to keep some sweet memories that's all.. =)

Wishing all the couples HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.. This is precious.. Do cherish the moment with your partners.. Don't lost it then realize it's too late.. Sounds abit so oldish ya.. Lolx.. But it's quite true.. Do cherish the ppl surrounding you.. Never know what will happen.. (touch wood) Take care..

** i miss baby kid.. **

2009-02-12T11:20:00.004+08:00

hMm.. yesterday was my off days.. So been sleeping late this few days and wake up around noon le.. Maybe 'cause i'm working night shift on alternate days as home delivery shut down le for almost 12 days liao.. Hahaha.. Must be crazy keep counting the days for HD. That's 'cause we miss HD so much.. No riders no laughter.. It's bored & so empty.. Hopefully HD will be back soon. =)

Around 5+, my place here rains very heavily.. So i receive a call from Office & guess what, it's Florence who call and tell me : "DM Kris, Can i shut down due to heavy rain as we can't send order leh? Call Ayub lah.. Hahaha.. Faint!!.. So i told her "Of cause cannot shut down lah.. Call cust say that will be late lor.. " Haiz.. This was wat we use to do in HD, but now no more le.. So abt 6.30 as the rain stop le, i went down to the store to take the helmet down to Hougang Mall to find those riders.. But when i reach there.. I call Ayub, he says he not working.. Then i say who can i find, he say Mamat working, icic.. So went to look for Mamat, he's not there & call him nv pick up. So i pass to one of the rider help me pass to Mamat and that guy ask for my name.. hahaha.. =) After that i walk off le...

Call my cousin and ask her where is she.. She say inside bus 80 then i say i now going take mrt towards CP. So i say i meet her at MOS burger there.. Went up to KOPITIAM for dinner as she only eats desserts & i ate Ban Mian plus guo tie.. hahaha.. Then chit chat with her till bus stop but we did shop for awhile lah.. After that i went to meet my fren at CP again.. Meet up for awhile & chit chat too.. Soon after, another call came, ask me go out drink coffee.. WAhahaha.. was damn busy hor.. So later my fren finish eating le, we go seperate ways liao, continue with my another friend chit chat at kovan MAC there.. chit chat till 12+ then we dismiss.. wahahaha.. talk & talk & talk.. That's becos we about half a year nv meet each other that's y too many topic cannot finish.. Might continue tonight.. heehehe..

2009-02-09T13:14:00.006+08:00

Yoyo.. Back to update.. On sat i went to my fren's baby full mth house at Seng Kang.. The baby was so cute.. Will upload the photo soon.. So reach there the baby was sleeping soundly.. She entertain us awhile and call us go eat.. While eating.. the baby woke up & everyone was envy to carry her.. hehe.. So i finish eating and carry her.. First time carry new born baby child.. Oh gosh! It was so soft leh.. Very fragile.. So the baby was like passing around.. till her dad carry to drink milk milk le..

Aren't the baby girl so adorable?

About 10-15mins.. Jason came. The first thing was Ah bOy nv come ah.. Shit man.. WHy must they keep saying me & him...? WTF.. What's happening to the world right now? Love can't be force.. Y is everyone keep telling me try lah try lah.. Nv try nv know..??? Faint!! Can't everyone just understand love must have communication & trust..? plus feeling too.. If u have feelings then can.. It's like a match & a stick then u will get fire.. But nvm.. After tat everyone is settle down & chit chat, we move off to Pat house again.. Tat ah boy wanna see Pat ceiling.. CEILING?? hahaha.. After viewing.. Ah boy send me to LY to meet my friends. So meet up & we chit chat till 10+.. After that i head to my ah yi house for dinner.. I was late.. reach her house around 11.30pm.. So eat & eat & eat lor.. =)

Too be continue later.. I needa go rest awhile.. Brain not working.. =)

4th of Feb 2009

2009-02-04T00:48:00.003+08:00

Well.. Yesterday is damn quiet day for me.. Solo based closing cause Home Delivery no more already.. Seems very weird. Miss the place so much.. They have transfer all the bags & boxes to other outlet already.. Oh my.. it's was like moving house. Damn empty. Sound so sad right.. But really very boring if no delivery le.. Normally you will see riders coming in & out talking loudly playing etc etc.. But yesterday was the 1st day without Home Delivery.. Haiz..

Doing as usual.. Doing based station solo, burgers out & out non stop.. It was like damn freak out lah.. One person do based leh.. Haiz... Really wish that Home Delivery will be BACK~!

After work, went makan with Arzuan la.. Cause i whole day nv eat anything ma.. hahaha.. like real hor.. So go chill makan & take some songs from hp then jalan back home lor.. Alright guys.. Go to go already.. Tatata.. Nitez.. Take care..

MISS YOU GUYS~~!! HOME DELIVERY WILL BE BACK!

2009-02-02T00:31:00.007+08:00

Back from work le.. Recently back to work and heard alot of bad news.. Haiz.. 1st thing when i reach store.. my ma'am told me Home Delivery gonna close down le. Sad leh.. 2nd thing.. salary for all part timers have to cut. Oh gosh~ This is worst! What happen to the world now..? Work so hard end up have to suffer this kind of things.. Hope tonight will be a memorial night with riders.. heehee.. =)

Message for KHM Riders:
Dear lovely riders, today will be the last day for you guys le.. Krispy gonna miss you all but I'm happy to spent the 8 months together with you guys.. You guys ROCKS! Sometimes we do have ups & downs but we still happy working after all.. Since HD close down le, but do feel free come back to see me wor... KFC door always open big big for you all come back see us.. Wahahaha.. Take care & ride safely guys.. 3 cheers for all you..

Riders :
* Ayub - 02
* Faizal - 03
* Yusuf - 04
* Mathan - 09
* Danial - 11
* Firdaus - 12
* Nasil - 13
* Jantan - 14
* Alex - 16
* Saiful - 17
* Murugam - 19
* Ashraf - 20
* Firdaus - 21
* Fadzzal - 22
* Zafir - 23
* Raj - 26
* Safie - 32
* Fauzun - 33
* Sharul - 38
* Yong - 43
* Hairi - 45
* Norasiah - 55
* Khairi - 85

Lastly.. NOt to fOrget the dispatch:

* Kris chanhuiling
* Vincent tankahhwee
* Joanne lohxinyi
* Arzuan

2009-02-01T12:13:00.004+08:00

Hey hey hey.. I know very long nv update. Cos I'm away from Singapore ma.. I went batam with my mum and relatives on the first day of CNY Mon to Tues, 26 Jan - 27 Jan. It was damn tired lah.. Woke up at 7am then prepare to leave the house and meet them at Harbourfront Centre at lvl 3 as ah yi they say 8pm must reach. End up my mum's sister was late lah.. So around 8.35 like this, they came and saw my cousin wearing shorts worx.. So sexy.. She's the main lead of the day.. wahahaha...

Alright.. We were all so excited about taking boat and stuff and we went straight up to the top deck and camwhored.. hahaha.. And the first thing is find a place to put our bags as it's damn heavy. So put down the bags le then i took out my camera and starts all the stupid funny pose.. wahahahhaa.. The journey is around 45 mins but estimate about 1hr + la.. It's was fun on top of the boat.. Taking lotsa of pictures..

Finally we reached batam le, my cousins and I were all so excited cause it's all our 1st time there @ Batam and also our 1st Chinese New Year not spent in Singapore. We were guided around by the tour guide. Up up the bus le.. We cousin all at back seat..

1st place: Went to 2 temples. (one is Cai Shen Ye the other one is dunno wat temple) lol
2nd place: dunno wat Bridge.. Hahaha.. After that went to Lunch. The food was not very nice..
SHOPPING TIME! yeah.. nth to buy..
then Dinner we went to the same place as the lunch..
3rd place: Check In hotel (Finally, waiting for tat moment very long le..)

The hotel is super luxurious.. Sooooooooooooooo NICE~ like palace..

- Got plasma tv in each room!
- Got indoor Jacuzzi, indoor swimming pool
- Got Ktv, Disco, Massage, Saloon, Pedicure and Manicure.
- Breakfast was marvelous
- Nice environment

Everything is nice nice and comfortable.. Hahaha.. After we checked in, we settled down for a while, we went to KTV! LOL! So fun! All of us in a room singing and cheering like nobody business. hahaha.. Their charge rate there is SUPER cheap lor.. But their money there it's complicated. Count by thousand or ten thousand de. Oh gosh.. Then we went back to our rooms, bathed and sleep. (Zzzz)

That's only day 1.. Day 2 ah.. COming..

2009-01-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

hmM.. on tues i'm working morning shift.. Opening lah.. As i'm still sick loh.. no voice & flu.. haiz.. common sickness.. hahaha.. sound like ah gua.. Time passes, Vincent came & take over at around 7+ as i still doing W/P.. Around 8pm, my cousin came and i go find her & together take her lens. Reach the optical shop, the lady not there, went back le. Then ask the uncle whether can take ma, the uncle like bu shuang say you better come back other day la.. wth! My cousin from so far take bus come down all the way to Kovan and cannot get anything.. My cousin abit piss off.. lolx.. Nvm lah.. She will be coming down this week.. hehehe.. Yeah..

After tat she go home & i accompany my manager go Qi Ji makan.. We both eat laksa leh.. No voice still eat spicy food.. So we eat & talk abt ghost stuffs lah.. blar blar blar.. wahahahaha.. Lotsa craps la.. =) hMM.. Then after tat finish, we go back store again. I start helping them to do closing till 10pm.

Guess what.. 10pm abt to leave liao.. Riders all come in.. then someone shouted to cashier and i saw Fir.. wahahhaa.. wearing tat green jacket.. heehee.. Oh my god.. Everyone in the store starts disturbing me le.. I'm blushing as i'm also sick tat's y my cheeks are red.. Alright.. i admit i'm shy ok.. hahahaha..

So went back home & take a bath and went out again & meet friends at Mac chit chat. Reach home around 2am ba.. Cos next day work 4pm ma.. So can slp abit late.. Haiz..

*"Wondering if I'm wasting all my time. You know I'm dedicating every thought to you. I'll wait all my life, hoping one day you'll see that, but I'm not complaining, 'cause in the end, I keep believing that it would be you and me."

2009-01-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

Back.. Work as usual on sunday.. Solo again.. WAhahaha.. it was fun but tiring day on sunday.. Cause alot ppl MIA.. So some have to work OT to cover for those nv come de loh.. Then outside the kfc got performance.. arthur was trying to be like them.. wahaha.. putting up his leg and blar blar blar.. heehee.. funny sia.. ok..

So everyone back to work again.. Some busy serving, some busy doing burgers, me as usual packing chicken.. lolx.. then almost jam cause no chicken.. So ask them to be quick.. after tat half & hour.. everything back to normal le..

So for Monday.. Time seems to pass very fast.. quite fun also.. chatting & playing.. wahahahhaa.. but when comes to order everyone is back to their station to do their things.. Riders today are quite funny too.. But is too slack le.. Got to sleep le.. I'm sick & no voice.. Nitez..

Continue again..

2009-01-15T10:06:00.009+08:00

Why am i always feel that kind of feelings? Why i still can't change that attitude? Why am i always have to let things happened already then realize that it's too late? What's wrong with me? Crazy? Do i need councilor? Oh gosh~ Better not.. I'm fine dude.. I'm just really very sick of it. KRISchanhuiling, WAKE UP! I don't want repeat history again.. Can KRISchanhuiling do it? Shall see how.. =)

I know I'm never good enough. I know I'm never who you wish to see every morning you wake up. I know I'm never the one you wanna share your life with. I know I'm never the one you wish to see her name appearing on your cell. I know I'm never the one you wish to hear over the phone each time it rings. I know I'm never the one you see in your dreams. I know I'm never the one you've been faithful with. But you are the one, you never want me to be. If only, every night I pray, can bring me to you one day... Nothing else really counts, eversince the day you leave.

2009-01-15T02:14:00.004+08:00

heya.. Really gonna post a short one..

Yesterday was damn funny day for me & everyone in the store.. I won't forget that image appear in my mind. Wahahaha.. Arthur wear the apron i designed.. I put 2 recycle plastic cover on the apron to look like a build in bra in the gown. So i thought of customize to let jennifer wear it but guess what.. It appears to be a "D" cup shape ba.. wahahaha.. So everyone was happily laughing at tat apron i made.. I call Arthur to wear it & he really go wear it. Then i faster take out my hp to take a snap shot of him wearing that.. Oh gosh.. it looks damn sexy on him with tat expression.. wahahaha.. Everyone was laughing till tears flow out. It was damn funny on him.. It's definitely true.. =) I will upload the picture & let u guys see.. heehehee...

*ps: baby kid, i just feel that recently been kacau u & msging u. Hope u won't find me irritates u. SORRY! ^.^v Cheers~!!

2009-01-12T23:49:00.005+08:00

hi.. today work was abit slack lah.. Was doing steady at first.. but come to closing.. haiz.. last min came out one order.. I've gotto pack as usual loh.. lolx.. Guess tat's enough of updates ba.. hehe.. =)

*baby kid(baby goat), every night seems to be something new a new adventure with u. When I close my eyes I'm in for a new surprise with u but nothing ever slows down never left a frown except when u are gone. That's when I start thinking of u 'cause u have been gone for way too long...* =)

January 11th 2009

2009-01-12T11:46:00.013+08:00

Yesterday i should be working at 4-12 Home Delivery but i didn't turn up due to some reason lah..Haha.. Ssshhh~.. Heard was freaking busy yesterday night.. Lolx.. I was unable to work seh so cause Joanne to do home delivery as she is working cashier de.. Poor Joanne & thanks so much.. Sorry to make u a disaster night. Cheers! Don't hate me! okay? =]

I just feel guilty after what I've told the reason to Ma'am that i can't work. Haiz.. Sorry GUYS! Hmmm.. I feel so happy.. Lolx.. Cause 1st time never off on Sunday ma.. Hehehe.. (lame) -_____-'''
And had a sweet dreams yesterday night.. Hope it will come true.. Haha.. Gonna end here.. Going work at 2pm le.. Gonna go bath & go work le.. Hehehe.. Take care guys..

* i tell a lie, don't blame me. SORRY m(~.~)m *

true loves..

2009-01-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

Falling in love may one of the greatest feelings ever. There is an actual chemical process that happens to a person who is falling in love. All of the senses have a greater intensity. Colors seem brighter, sounds more resonant and smells more powerful when you are in love. When you are with your lover there is no greater feeling in the world, and when you're not you spend all your time thinking of each other. Falling in love is truly an awesome feeling.

Love is the most powerful force in the world. It has the power to inspire individuals to go to unheard of lengths to recapture love that was lost. Love also has the power to inspire poets and writers to put on paper the greatest masterpieces in existence. The greatest art formed throughout the centuries was formed in the name of love. Relationships have the potential to feel really good or really bad. When things are good, it is time to put pen to paper, close your eyes, and remember what inspired you to love in the first place. Lovers holding hands stroll through crowded streets oblivious to everything but each other. If you've ever been alone, it seems like everybody's got someone but you. When you can share your life with another, the whole world is completely different. Everything is better when have the privilege to love and be loved by another. This experience is unique. It cannot be described unless it is experienced. To love is to taste from the fruits of the Garden of Eden. It is truly the sweetest of the sweet.

A relationship is a connection between two individuals. When two people fall in love it has become a loving relationship. The relationship has moved from two people simply in contact with each other to two people who can't get enough of each other. A loving relationship may build slowly like a train coming in the distance until when it get to you it emits a deafening roar. Or you may be two people totally oblivious to the relationship that is developing when suddenly you are hit with the realization that you have fallen in love. People are complex and love develops in different ways. How do you know when your love is true and that you are not just fooling yourself? How do you know that you are not merely infatuated with each other? How do you know that this is a relationship that has lasting power? The truth is that these are only questions that can be answered with experience. It may take a few bad relationships before you know how to be in a good one. Another tip is to try to use your head before you get your heart involved. If it makes sense on paper, chances are it is a good decision. It is only when you ignore the warnings that your brain is giving you that you may get into trouble.

2009-01-08T22:04:00.003+08:00

Nv update for a long time.. haha.. Really nth to update oso.. Had a scary drama dream.. dream i was rob & lotsa of ppl using guns shooting around & they caught me hiding at some place.. Not only tat lah.. still got other dreams tat are sweet too.. hehe.. So get up & wash up then bath and had my lunch. Damn tired.. Been slacking at home the whole day.. Watch tv & play computer lah.. Maybe it's the weather ba.. =)

Went out with Joanne for dinner. Juz came back from outside with her loh. Went to HM eat. Damn spicy lah.. Some sort like thai food. lolx.. Overall still ok nia.. So after finish, go down to KHM for a walk. Joanne & me decide go 7-11 buy but end up i nv buy she buy. Cos i tomorrow gotta work.. Then go to the carpark there sit down chit chat with riders.. Oh my.. riders are getting lesser & lesser.. Haiz.. so pathetic.. Today only 4 riders.. Faint!!

to be continue...

2009-01-02T00:49:00.007+08:00

I'm back again.. Sorry for so long nv post le.. Been busy recently.. So hard to update.. X'mas was a BIG MESS.. haha.. But end up settled already.. So come to 31st dec 2008.. It was damn fun.. haha.. Went home at 8pm, then change then rest awhile till 10.30pm. So went down to store take alook how's the order.. End up was a crop up loh.. Vincent was damn stress.. So went in to help him back cos going down to VIVO to meet Joanne, Koon Siang, Xiao Mei they all lah.. i was late.. Cos 11.45 i'm still in store.. haha.. So calling them that i will be late la..

So on my way to Vivo.. Inside train wanna slp le.. haha.. Cause i was too SUPER tired liao.. Wake up early go work then go eat at Long John so call enjoying & celebration for 2009. YEah.. Reach le Vivo.. i lost my way. Keep round & round & round.. lolx.. Told them i saw the shop Everlast.. End up take abt 15 mins to reach LJS.. haha.. Funny right..

Around 2+.. we all intend to go take MRT back home.. So walk walk walk to MRT station then realise the last train from Habourfront to Vivo is 2am which is jus 10 mins ago.. haha.. So end up we ask KS to ask his dad to fetch us. While waiting for KS dad to come fetch us.. We seated outside the Vivo near Drop Point waiting for KS dad.. So take some photos & tat time was talking on the phone with someone lah.. Haha.. Sssshhh.. Dun ask who.. heehee.. =)

So talk & talk & talk.. the girls start disturbing me.. NB la.. hahaha.. Then take photo with those guys & they are damn irritating.. pointing _|_ <-- this while posing.. asS right.. So went to chase that guy who pointed that.. hahaha..

Gotta continue later.. wanna slp liao..

2008-12-26T10:54:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the late update.. Well.. Ytd x'mas day was a tired day for me.. Cos on the x'mas eve, those riders & me stay with me till 2am plus the manager too lah.. Poor them.. Wanna thanks them & apologies for them to keep me accompany till so late as the next day they are working full shift.(me too)

Christmas day jus over.. Wondering wat's happening to the world right now? Can't u all understand PH is very busy & still wanna complain so much? What's going on? Everything also want free things.. Still got the guts to shout at ppl on the phone.. This is ridiculous.. Haiz.. Don't talk abt it le.. Ytd everything is consider alright lah.. Cos we are running 90mins.. Lotsa of complains are late & missing items lah.. Rubbish loh.. Take the chance to grab free food.. *angry* .. Hump!

After work, went to Mama shop makan with Joanne, Vincent, Amirul, Khairyl, Jennifer & me. Only vincent, me & joanne eat.. The rest only look at us eat.. lolx.. Jennifer was complain rider 13 keep pinching her till blueblack. haha.. Nth to update..
Ending, x'mas day really nothing to say. Haiz.. =)

Tired..

2008-12-20T11:51:00.003+08:00

I'm back to update. Tat charbor ask me update. haha.. alright.. i shall post a short one. Ytd was my off day. So on my way to Mrt, passby KFC went to look for vincent as he told me got one lady very pretty.. So i went down around 6+, meeting my friends at Compass Point de Moss Burger for dinner and i'm late. lolx.. Cos i wanna see tat girl wat.. haha.. As she went to send order. While waiting to see her, sit down with Khai & Danial lah.. Chit chat & eat fries.. After awhile, she's back. I was shock when see her.. lolx.. Damn "CHIO" ah.. lolx.. hahahaha.. Get wat i mean? hahaha.. Very gentle person. The way she eat chicken was like OMG! Damn gentle sia.. faint lah.. hahaha.. I shall update again next week.. Going off meet my frens liao.. tata..

Christmas coming... Wish everyone advance Merry Christmas.. Have a smooth journey everyone. Take care.. Cheers! =)

Meaning of love

2008-12-11T00:51:00.003+08:00

Relationships may sometimes be confusing if we aren't for sure whether we are just friends or something more than that. We watch the days pass not knowing what will come next. Anger meaning emotions sometime cause us to become angry at a situation. Our mind causes us to become angry with others and release our despair. Depressing meaning depression is the worst of all sadness. We are hurt so bad that we stop eating, sleeping, hanging out with friends and sometimes even turn to suicide. Our worst nightmare came true and we can't find a way out.

Money is the thing that drives us.. The more we have the greedier we are and the less we have the more we want.. Isn't that's true? Money is power if we have it, we can get what we want. (yeah.. i agree)If we have it, we only want more.. Money is nothing but hate. It makes us steal and make us kill. Money is nothing... but hell.

I thought I finally received a break only to see the sun fall. My eyes will not see what they longed to see and my lips will not taste what they longed to taste. Y does life have to be like this full of hatred and pain and instead of joy and bliss huh?? Haiz...

I miss you..

2008-12-10T00:48:00.004+08:00

Just a short post for the my mango.. hehehe.. =)

Though you are not here wherever I go or whatever I do, I see your face in my mind and I miss you so much. I miss watching you, i miss listening to your soothing voice. I miss everything and I don't like missing you.. It is a very cold and lonely feeling. I wish that you could be still show me the love right now but since you are not here right now, all i have to say to you is sleep well my mango...

I'm so SORRY! I LOVE YOU.. ='(

*Guys, dun ask who is that person..

04-12-08

2008-12-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

It's damn tired & unlucky day. As today i got food hygiene course with auntie bee at the head office lah. haiz.. morning we meet up at KFC around 9+. Then we take a train down to boon keng. So reach le boon keng come out from Serangoon Road then lost the way. Call back to store then ask XY that what bus can go there? XY say not sure leh.. Then i recall back Florence did tell me take bus 21 ah.. 1 stop only. So me & auntie bee walk to the 17 Kallang Junction So walk & walk & walk, still can't find tat Kallang Junction this sign board. Then roughly ah gar ah gar walk down somemore then saw some KFC staffs lah.. So went in & chit chat with those ppl from Punggol. Hahaha.. Then XY call me ask me whether i reach le ma? I say ya, reach le.. So went up to lvl 3 loh.. That time i was not ready yet as my shirt is tuck out & i still not yet tied my hair. So came out of the lift, then look for toilet.. SUAY SUAY saw the trainer come out from the other office & shouted at me so FIERCE! Say: WHY U TUCK OUT SHIRT! GO TO THE TOILET & TUCK IN! So i went to the toilet to tuck in, outside of the toilet heard her say: WHY SHE INSIDE TUCK SHIRT SO LONG AH? So i rush out of the toilet then follow her. U nv see her face ah.. Black like the sky so dark. Faint*

So went to the class talk abt hygiene lah.. Sit down rest then intro ourself. Funny thing is i'm the only one saying i do Home Delivery. So after intro finish for everyone, she tells the whole class that: This morning got a girl wearing improper attire & our boss is not happy. The outlet will later receive a mail from him. Then i was not happy lah.. So i keep quiet & give tat bu shuang face during class. Around 12+, Trainer ask us to go for break for 1hr, then i msg florence say got bad news. She say wat i did, i say i did not tuck in shirt & get caught by trainer loh and i still tell her that u will receive a mail from headquarter. She tells me u win liao loh.. u know in future she will be our AM.. then i was like ya lah.. my fault lah.. i admit.. then i say: at least i tell u in advance first rather then u get angry when u receive call from evon ma.. So i let her prepare. Haiz.. Nvm.. Over le..

Then about 4+, we finish class then heading back to store.. It's raining so heavily loh. Reach the store, i went in saw arthur, go straight to office & kpo go read the email as i've say that they will email to our outlet right.. It's like wat the hell.. they damn fast.

The emails goes like this: This morning got a girl came to office with shirt tuck out & she looks terrible.. Then the boss went to KHM saying another girl also nv tuck in properly. (WTF). Can't memorize all the words. Feel so bad lah cause i make XY kena scolded for nth as she didn't know what happened. Haha.. But at here still wanna apologies to XY for giving u trouble in the morning. SORRY XY. =)

Ending, I've prepare to get scolding from Florence tomorrow le. Gonna face the fact. Kena scold then kena scold loh.. Hope it won't happen again.

2008-12-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

-the person who tagged you was ?
Joanne
-your relationship with her is ?
Friend
-your 5 impression of her ?
nice , crazy , loud , cheerful & wild
-the most memorable thing she has done fr you ?
till now , none ? LOLOL
-the most memorable thing she had said to you ?
Nabei? What the hole? LAUGHS .
-if she becomes your lover , you will ?
how to become lover . im straight .
-if she becomes your lover , she has to improve on ?
how the hell i know? Lolx..
-if she becomes your enemy , you will ?
I've gt no idea .
-repeat the questions above ?
wtf?
-what do you wanna tell her now ?
hmm.. good luck.. take care..
-your overall impression of her ?
nice.
-how do you think people will feel around you ?
Fierce? Attitude? Funny? Ask them..
-the characters you love yourself are ?
FIERCE, LOUD & CHEERFUL ? :x
-on the contrary , the characters you hate yourself are ?
too dumb too stupid to trust people easily .
-the most ideal person i wanna be is ?
Got no idea leh.
-for people that care about you & is loving you,thanks them.
thanks loves ! I'm loving you too . LOL ?
-pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how thy feel about you .
1)Peiyi 6)Zhan Yong
2)Vincent 7)Jun Xian
3)Ah Boy 8)Ivy
4)Joanne 9)Gail
5)Pei Shan 1o) Peiying
-who is no6 having r/s with ?
He's single ?
-is no9 male or female ?
female ? isnt it obvious ?
-if no. 7 & no.10 were to be tgt , will it be a good thing ?
LOLOL ? It's impossible to be together, cause they both are cousins & they are straight minded.
-what is no. 2 studying abt ?
SPORTS?
-when was the last time you chat with no3 ?
the day before?
-what kind of music does no8 like ?
Dunno leh..
-does no1 have any siblings ?
yeahhs .
-will you woo no3 ?
nahs. im straight ! LOLOL.
-hw abt no7 ?
Faint! impossible loh.. Pls!
-is no. 4 single ?
yeah. Single but not available
- what is the surname of no5 ?
Tan?
-what is no1o hobby ?
taking pics, swimming & tanning?
-whr is no2 studying at ?
RP republic poly !
-talk smth abt no1 ?
real zhuai ! & caring? LOLOL :x
-have you tried developing feelings fr no8 ?
imsorry ? must i repeat myself again > IM STRAIGHT !
-where does no9 live ?
i dunno..
-what colour does no4 like ?
uhhs . noidea. ive forgotten . probably rainbow colour?
-are no1 & no5 goodfriends ?
yeah.
-does no1 have any pets ?
i donthink so .
-is no7 th sexiest person ?
LOLOL ! no answer . Should be..
-what is no 1o doing nw ?
probably on the way home? or sleeping?

im finally done ? LAUGHS !

29/11/08

2008-11-30T02:05:00.004+08:00

Back le.. Today is sat lah.. then as per normal loh.. packing.. then today very smooth.. so far so good.. jus that got one stupid cust complain says late for 8mins. Nabei.. angry loh.. Only 8 min also cannot wait.. Haiz.. Cust just can't be patience loh.. Can't understand them & satisfy them too.. Today riders alot.. got 9 riders.. No. 13, 2, 85, 23, 3, 4, 38, 43, 20. haha.. seems like toto to u all right.. haha.. Kidding..

So later, no. 38 when to send order lah.. then come back buy ice cream treat everyone eat lah.. Then hor.. funny thing is no. 20 come back from order, so i ask him he wants anot, he say he dun eat then i say i dun want.. he damn it loh.. Say me "cause u fat what.." something like this then i chase him all the way outside lah.. But after that i say "Nvm lah.. later clock u 10+.. He was like ok lah ok lah.. Haha.. Playing right.. But end up, i still clock him till 11 lah.. hehe.. He send the last order then go back home le.. But he's funny lah.. Always chiong for dockets.

Funny thing today is that no. 4 lah.. He feel down two time from the chair.. haha.. he lah.. always disturb ppl.. then all riders go attack! damn funny.. then went counting money.. disturb no. 2 again.. then kena attack & fell down. Hit his gum or teeth then bleed. His hand injury also kena.. Blood bleeding again.. FAint! He hor.. Skin very thick.. Always so careless.. Aiyo.. -_____-

While doing my closing right.. Vincent came down help me & Joanne too lah.. the poor Joanne disturb by those riders again. Her face was like so black like Usop skin.. Hahahaha.. Dun laugh.. It's true loh.. Wahahahaha... Must understand my riders lah.. Although those riders might be very wild & playful & straight forward, but sometimes when they are serious, they really serious of what they say. Gotta accept the fact. So what they say let it be.. Don't think of what they tell u & make ur day miserable. Be happy.. (Kris can do it hor) But i guess it's hard for me.. I sometimes abit can't accept it. But no choice.. What they say sometimes quite true. Hehehe.. =)

Things doesn't goes smoothly this week lah.. But still have to move on ya.. No matter what happen, i still have to continue.. Kris gonna be strong! There's more things that i have to go through. Although u guys might see me fierce but sometimes i also got to bear with it lah.. I'm sorry to everyone if I've said or done anything wrong lah.. * Kris feels bad abt it.. =(

Lastly.. I gotta end the conversation le.. Will continue again.. tata.. =)

Tiring day

2008-11-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

Back.. Continue my blog.. Well, ytd I'm off.. So went to KFC to look for Vincent loh.. So as usual helping them to do closing.. After that, we all went back home & take a rest. Then dunno why all of sudden call Joanne's hp.. lolx.. so conference call with jun wen, jun hao, me.. We chit chat till 5am.. It's was like.. WTH.. From 1am talk till 5am.. It was like 4 hrs?? lolx.. Faint lah~.. Funny thing was Jun hao cannot stand liao.. He tends to fall asleep.. when we are talking.. We keep calling him.. he was like huh~ huh~.. lolx.. we try to tease him.. example: U like Jennifer ah.. his reply was nabei lah.. Wat lah.. lolx.. Fierce leh.. wahahhahaha.. So we continue chatting till i tell them i'll call back in 5 mins, cos i'm having a terrible stomache.. So went to do my business, then i call back it as like around 4-5plus like this le.. So told them we will meet up for gym today at 11am. End up, all overslept except for Vincent lah.. Cos he say he just reach home changing. Then we meet at Hougang Sports Hall there loh.. Guess what.. Joanne late.. Wahahaha.. Alright.. then we go gym liao.. After tat.. we head to Hougang Mall makan food loh.. Then saw KFC Delivery lorry wave at us.. Know what.. Cos i'm wearing KFC shirt.. lolx.. faint lah.. ass..

So went to Hougang Mall makan right.. after finish eating, we go to this shop call The Bluez.. The ppl inside ah.. I wanna complain sial.. Their attitude was like **** to the max.. I bought a pair of ear ring. Cost me $15.. But looks nice worx.. hahaha.. But worth it lah.. Waiting to pierce another one at my right ear.. Yahhoo~~ Then after tat we go take bus to Kovan.. Cos joanne starts work at 3pm & i'm at 4pm. Went back and lay down then KO. haha.. fall asleep abt half & hour. Hahaha..

Went to work.. Doing the same thing as usual.. Very quiet loh.. Nth much to talk abt today.. Gonna be sleeping soon.. Not enough slp.. =) Nitez everyone.. Take care.. Cheers~!

Hmmm.. Raining day

2008-11-24T02:03:00.005+08:00

Blog again.. haha.. well, ytd tot was a disaster day.. Cos Ma'am plan roster ma.. Based is Jennifer, me & Koon Siang. Cook got 2 power ppl.. Ken & Gek Hiang. Home D more power.. Jun Hao & Jeffery. Lolx.. All jam.. So as per normal.. i do finish everything till closing. So went out talk to ayub & danial.. Talking to ayub abt fir gift. Ask me what i give him loh.. say he jealous. Haha.. rubbish lah.. And oso he ask me my blog post isit referring to fir? I say no lah.. Just browsing through then see nice then copy & paste.

Ayub, if u reading my blog, i gotta tell u the truth. One of the post is actually referring to Fir. Sorry for lying to you. The first sentence goes like this "Did u ever fall for someone u know u shouldn't... and more?" Anyway.. gonna thank u for passing the present to Fir.

While chatting.. Jun Hao come out tell me he needs 2 large popcorn. WTH.. i finish filtering everything liao.. Then say wanna 2 large popcorn.. So i do loh.. No choice.. So after finish doing & settle everything.. Now it's counting money time.. Faint ah i tell u all.. 4 riders plus me accompany Jun hao counting money.. Wat the hell.. So accompany them till 12+ then all go home.. Hahaha.. So i went to Mac to buy food to eat.. damn hungry for whole day.. Busy packing & supplying.. plus i no voice.. haha.. like ah gua.. lolx.. my fren ask me go Changi stand at road side.. Nabei sial.. hahaha.. damn.. =)

Alright.. i gtg liao.. Will update soon.. tata.. take care everyone.. Nitez.. =)

18 November 2008

2008-11-19T13:28:00.009+08:00

I'm back.. Go work in the morning as usual as today is D&D of KFC & Pizza Hut. After work, go Plaza Singapura collect my dress. That shop make me spend 600+ for 3 dresses. U ppl can say me crazy or nuts or watever la.. Cos the dresses i tried are very comfortable. So i guess that it's worth it loh & i know i can earn back the 600+. Although i might be nagging that i spend so much.. But it's ok.. I thinking positive side, money will earn back de.. Hehehe.. Ok ok.. Continue..

So went to PS meet Joanne & her friend, they went Vivo buy things la.. So we go collect liao then go eat.. Haha.. Went to Kopitiam sit down order food, after finish, Joanne says wanna go Guess shop see wallets.. lolx.. So i told her friend that i dun like Guess.. lolx.. So after browsing the shop, they say going Bugis, then i told them outside PS tat bus stop got bus 7 can directly reach Bugis Village as they insist wanna take train, i told them no need la.. MRT very ma fan, need to change here & there.. Kids jiu shi kids.. lolx.. Oops.. After that i went to take mrt back home & change. So went back rest for 20 mins then go bath & change. After makeup & changed go meet Vincent & Jennifer. So we take MRT down to City Hall & walk all the way to that Suntec Convention, it was damn far.. lolx.. walk until my leg pain as i was wearing heels la.. nabei.. wwahahahah.. fierce hor..

Around 7pm, we gather together & go in to the ballroom(sound nice ya) & sit down with Vincent, Kris, Jennifer, Xiao Liang, Mei Fang, Lili, Gek Hiang, Jane & Florence. Then we sit down listen to the speech.. Vincent was like OMG.. Hungry hungry.. Where's the food.. hahaha.. Funny seh.. So after the speech & watching videos.. then food came. Guess what, the waiter just put down the plate & not even 2 min, the food gone. Lolx.. Faint! All snatch for the food la.. lolx.. Hungry Ghost.. hahaha.. Abt 11+ to midnight, we do have live bands. Something happening.. Gek Hiang dancing at Dance Floor seh.. Weeee ee weeee.. Me & vincent was super high.. Music plays & we dance around with all the staffs la.. Hahaha.. Feza join in too.. The night was DAMN happening. lolx..

I got to continue other time.. hehe..

Impossible wish

2008-11-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide it in every possible way. He's only a friend, and nothing else, that's the lie you keep telling yourself. You keep on saying he's just a bud, but deep inside, you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes, but keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

A simple glance turns into a stare, but you pretend that you don't care. It's "not right" for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see? But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's just a friend? Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know. Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish.

Pretending it's not real

2008-11-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

A shooting star flew by and you quickly came to mind. You're exactly what I wanted and you're what my thoughts would find. Our friendship flashed before me and a smile I found on my face. I loved each and every moment of your sweet enchanting grace.

I was memorized so much by the words that you would speak, I couldn't seem to help that I'd always grow so weak. At first I liked our friendship, how we could trust each other? How our friendship grew so strong with one another?

I'm not sure when it started but i began to fall for you, I couldn't stop my feelings and there was nothing I could do. But soon my feelings grew stronger and you're all I thought about my heart was beating only for you. And in that there was no doubt. I tried to get over it knowing it would never be, knowing I was just playing with my feelings and thinking you would fall for me. Hahaha...

I didn't tell anyone not even my best friends, didn't want to risk our friendship, didn't want it to end as I couldn't control it. I yearned for you so much but didn't want anything else, except your gentle touch. Hehehe.. I kept my mouth shut, trying to deny it to myself and pretending I didn't have those feelings. Lying to myself this love is starting to hurt, pretending it's not real trying to put it in the past refusing to reveal.

09/11/2008

2008-11-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

update update.. wah lao.. today ah.. dun say too much.. the more i think the more i fed up.. haha.. today work at 4pm. As usual la.. Work home delivery.. Today sunday.. alot of docket.. in the beginning still very smooth, till around 7+ which is peak period liao.. Lotsa docket coming out.. Oh my.. Tat was the worst Sunday i ever.. Ppl still can put write wrong bag no. & i have to repack the whole thing to give cust. Haiz.. nvm.. end up.. More things to say.. but i cut short.. Dun feel like saying.. Say liao more angry.. Why make myself so angry.. No point.. What for.. Haha.. Relax only.. Hehe..

Getting more bored liao.. Gonna find new job.. Yahoo~.. Waiting for interviews ya.. Ssshhh!! Hehehe.. Next week i gonna be working Home Delivery again.. yeah.. Haiz..

Will continue le.. Bye.. Nitez everyone.. Take care.. =)

06/11/2008

2008-11-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

i'm back to update.. If not tat one line eye girl keep KB.. lolx.. well.. recently we got lotsa of new staffs.. but all males.. lolx.. what to do? some got potential some no brains.. some give attitude problems.. Oops.. did i say u? haha.. kidding.. Today one new staff was fired on the spot! guess wat! He gives attitude to Ma'am.. End up Ma'am ask him down take out the clothes & change & leave the store. He was damn fed up leh.. Hahaha.. Like gangster.. Nv die before.. hahaha.. Enuff of those stuffs le..

Today is my off day.. I was called back to go back work due to someone MIA. End up i had to cover him for 5 hours.. haha.. WTH.. Wanted to go out buy Ma'am present.. but was held up at work loh.. Sianz! Later, someone come tell me that he's coming.. Then i say no point telling him to come.. So he come work for 2 hours & went back. lolx.. Faint! Damn tired.. So around 5.30pm, i went back home. Bath & went to PS to buy present for Ma'am whose birthday is this week. Went to PS one of the shop buy her fav. cartoon character soft toy. It was damn cute.. Haha.. Very ex but it's worth it loh.. Really.. 3 different design make into 1 set worx.. Almost hundred.. hehehe..

Boring..

2008-10-31T12:46:00.000+08:00

yoYo.. I'm here to update. Today went to work as usual, got one tu di who i teach him for 1 day only got 3 complains liao.. OMG!! -_-''' Forget to give w/p & c/s la.. I was lecture by Ma'am again.. Normal la.. Hahahaha.. So i went to talk to my tu di.. Is there any thing that u not sure? He say he was nervous.. Then i told him dun scare.. Take ur time.. Slowly.. One item u take, u tick.. Then u won't miss out.. So he say okok.. Haha.. But still worried la.. Cos next week he will be solo home delivery liao.. Hahaha.. *shifu worried* =)

As usual packing loh.. So i finish doing the closing.. Jennifer came to me & ask me if you are free later? I say should be ok.. Why? She say if u free.. Wanna follow us go eat cause today Ken "bird.day".. lolx.. So i agree with her & went with Ma'am loh..

Guess what.. The food was sux loh.. Know wat they order? 4 bottle of Carlsberg, big plate of chilli crab, fish steam boat, kailan vegetable, toufu... Somemore tat Ken wear like going to ppl's house "bai nian". Wear so red.. Siao.. Think CNY meh.. *faint* The ppl who went to eat are Ken, Ken's dad, Jennifer, Joanne, Jane, Florence & me loh.. Hahahaha.. Really sianz liao.. Nth to do.. Eat & talk cock.. End up i went to Mac to buy Double Chocolate Frappe.. Hehehe.. Tat was damn nice.. Hahahaha.. Yummy.. hehe.. Well, on my way back, i ask Jackfruit call me.. Then we chatted.. I told her everything.. Told her i regret go eat with them.. So sianz.. wahahaha.. She was watching Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni.. Hahaha.. That show is nice ya.. After chatting abt 30 mins, then i hang up go bath & online awhile then slp.. Hahaha.. And i'm glad that tomorrow i'm Off.. hehehe.. Can slp late late.. But later late evening maybe going out liao.. Hehehe..

i guess i finish here.. Will update u guys again ba.. Tata..

i'm back..

2008-10-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

Hello guys.. I'm back from malaysia le.. Hahaha.. had suffered mosquito bite at there.. Hahahaha.. itchy loh.. But i'm having fun at there too la.. The place i went is Malaysia, MUAR. There's nth much things to buy from there. Cos Muar is a city only eat or shop..

Bought shirt & some stuffs back. But it was like so fast the days just passed.. lolx.. 3 days at malaysia is like so fast? Hahahaha.. Not enough time to shop around.. Hehehe.. Will update photos to let u guys see.. Hehehe..

Take a break..

2008-10-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

Boring week.. As usual doing the same things again & again. Haiz.. Getting bored liao. One happy thing is that i will be away for 3 days. Yahoo.. So happy.. Time to relax myself.. Lazy to work so long hours.. And i won't be blogging till i come back on Sunday ya.. Hehehe.. Miss u guys.. =]

I will buy many things for u all & my friends la.. No worries.. Hehehe.. Don't miss me when i'm not around.. Hahahaha... (thick skin who wanna miss her)lolx... =) kidding.. Btw.. i gtg already.. Update soon ya.. take care everyone..

Confusing...

2008-10-20T01:47:00.000+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face u told me how proud u were but i walked away if only i knew what i know today.
I would hold u in my arms, i would take the pain away, thank u for all you've done.
Forgive all your mistakes there's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again & sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there.

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do and I've hurt myself by hurting you. Some days I feel broke inside but i won't admit, sometimes i just want to hide 'cause it's u i miss u know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.

Would u tell me I was wrong? Would u help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are u proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance to look into your eyes and see you looking back.

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do and i've hurt myself..
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that i've missed you since you've been away. It's dangerous and it's so out of line to try to turn back time...

by hurting you.. :'(

Solving

2008-10-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

hEllO.. today work at 4pm.. Getting more slack liao.. Hate to work for so long hours.. Haiz.. Do potato, do home delivery.. then so angry with Nasil. Then still complain say i give order so late late.. Please loh.. Who's the one who give him? Who he think he is? In Charge so what.. Who cares? Haha.. Fierce hor.. I'm the dispatcher.. Not him what.. Don't wish to reveal who that person la..

Around evening time.. I pass 3 docket to Mathan, then end up Nasil come in take the order.. Damn.. I knew he gonna be late la.. But didn't expect he late for bloody hell half & hour.. I apologise to cust that he will reach 5-10 mins.. So i call him, i ask him where are u? he say he on the way.. Of cos i know he on the way right.. Then he say about 5 mins.. I hang up the call then i go find Mathan, SEE!! complain late for half & hour.. HOw u want to explain? Mathan say let manager do la.. So i go find Florence. Florence say go back loh.. So Nasil come back from sending orders, i ask him go home.. I say Florence ask u go back.. He not happy, complain to Mathan that why ask him go home. I say because u late for half & hour what.. He just keep quiet & go off.

After that i go for my break.. Sit outside eat & talk to those riders.. Haha.. Getting tired of packing already.. REally loh.. Sianz liao.. Tml working at 9am to 12am sia.. WTF.. SO long.. 15hours leh.. Think i super woman..

2008-10-14T02:49:00.000+08:00

Well, after what has happened tat day.. Heard from "A" everything is settled. Since everything is settle, but i still damn scare loh.. haha.. but i telling myself not to think so much la.. So just face it..

Today ah.. On the way to work, heavy rain.. then i go into the store.. So many managers sia.. OMG!! Then saw our AM but i nv greet her until RM call me and tell her i'm DM "K". Hahahaha.. WTH loh.. Sabo me.. i was like joking with them that i cannot take that rank so high la.. I'm jus a small fly nia.. lolx.. So after bid goodbye.. then i go back to my home delivery..

At around 12pm, "N" came.. Telling me it's raining so heavy. Haha.. Of cos i know it rain so heavy.. Nvm.. Continue my story.. So he send the very first order loh.. After the rain stops, one by one riders all come le.. Then it started to busy already.. So i pack & pack & pack as usual loh.. Then after that "M" friend came.. blur blur de.. Nvm.. dun say liao.. say liao angry.. hehe..

frustration... (sad & cry)

2008-10-12T01:55:00.000+08:00

hELLo.. i'm back again.. Hmmm.. Things doesn't turn out good this few days.. I'm sick & i'm on MC for 2 days & the next day i'm off.. So went out with my cousins.. At first still happy happy.. After tat.. getting late already.. they intend to go Mustafa for shopping.. I told them i'm going home.. Cos after taken the medicine.. feel drowsy.. lol

walk walk walk.. On the way back.. i pass by KFC, so went to look for those riders & the KFC staffs for chit chat la.. Hahaha.. Ytd was Florence shift.. Hehehe.. So when to the dinning to help Vincent do the clearing debt..

After helping him.. Ayub came.. then we chat.. after finish closing.. we both sit outside chat.. talk abt his gf things la.. & also i told him abt Fir's gf msg msg things.. Then we talk abt around half & hour then he say he's going Downtown with those riders la.. As usual la.. hehe.. blar blar blar.. (walking back home & sleep.. zZzz..)

Next day, by the time i wake up already afternoon le.. hAHa.. So wake up & went to my friend Rosmani house.. She actually invite me to go her house last sat already.. But she was too busy tat's y make it today.. Went to her house around 1.40 like this la.. cos wait for tat stupid bus so long.. hahaha.. So went to her house then eat & take photo.. haha.. after tat i go to work around 3+. Cos i call to outlet to tell manager i will be late la.. blar blar blar la.. hehe..

Guess wat happen in the late evening.. Fir's gf call to the office & look for me.. I was shock at that time.. don't know what to do.. So just listen to what she say. She was fierce and i stay calm too.. She say can you pls don't sms him in the future.. I told her tat it just a normal msg wat also not those mushy mushy type of msg.. but i know she is jealous.. But i did apologise to her la.. Haiz.. Then how now? i also dunno leh.. No one update me oso.. haiz..

what i've done?

2008-10-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

heLo.. it's me again. Just wake up not long ago after taken the medicine.. Still tired after a nap & i feel much better but still pain.. lolx.. In the afternoon still alright but come to evening time the stomach pain again.. Food poisoning is not a small case.. U feel like vomit & dun feel like eating.. Really.. Somemore it's the 2nd time i kena le.. So terrible.. Doc ask me to prevent eating dairy products.. hehe.. i told Vincent it's "daily product".. he laugh at me.. lolx.. Nvm la.. my English nt tat powerful as him.. hehe..

After see doc, went home eat my dinner.. then somehow feel like message Fir 21.. So i msg him saying i went to see doc & i kena food poisoning and blar blar blar.. And guess what.. Something happened! Didn't expect his gf use his hp to reply me.. Saying "cn nt msg this kind to my bf.. i'm his gf.." o.O? But i was calm at tat period.. Dunno wat to do.. Just didn't reply his msg.. Feel like so bad sia.. Why in the first place go message him.. haiz.. Itchy hand leh.. i guess i deserve scold loh.. SOmehow ppl think it's not my fault.. Cos coincident do happened.. But i hope they both are fine.. Dun quarrel becos i msg him.. But at here still wanna apologise to him la.. SORRY FIR.. I won't msg u that often anymore.. It's not tat i scare or what, didn't expect things happened like this.. Take care ya.. :)

krispy just wish everything will be back to normal again.. :'{
wish everything it's a smoothly journey.. CHeerS!! jiayou kris!

tired...

2008-10-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

i'm back again.. i got work today but half way i ask Vincent to take over me. Haiz.. Stomach very painful.. Can't stand it.. How? This is the 2nd time.. Just went to see doc.. Doctor say i got food poisoning & lost alot of dehydration loh.. haiz.. sianz.. Drink more water ok.. haha.. i say ok.. Trying to be strong each time.. finally i'm down.. i've to work tml full shift.. but i can't. I really wanna go work.. my collegue ask me go home rest la.. =P

i gotta eat my medicine already.. Sleeping soon.. yeah.. resting resting..

2008-10-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. back again.. hehe.. today ah.. nothing much special about today.. just pack & pack.. i'm so sianz of working already... Full shift all the way till Fri sia.. haiz.. my manager la.. say i this whole week full shift.. siao.. think i superwoman ah.. lolx.. ok la.. at first was angry with riders & myself.. haha.. doing whipped potato loh.. Do & do cannot finish.. end up i give up i go have my lunch.. hehe..

After lunch come back keep pack & pack non stop.. Haha.. sianz loh.. riders so little.. today got Saiful, Alex, Faizal, Nasil & Zafir. Haha.. But they are ok.. Relax only.. hehe.. Cos today i run 1hr ma.. If not.. i become crazy woman..

End of the day, i sit outside the dining hor.. count money.. count count then listen music.. Heard one song damn nice.. It's from Kenny Loggins.. Title: For the First Time. Haha.. touching song.. ppl will think stupid cos it's love song ma.. All love songs all talking about his or her love stories ma... and blar blar blar.. haha.. dunno wat i talking also.. hehe.. faint**

to be continue... (laugh**) ^,^

Outing with Riders..

2008-10-04T08:47:00.000+08:00

hello.. back to blog again.. TOday is the 3rd day of Hari Raya. Always think for awhile before i know what to say.. Haha.. Well well well.. About yesterday, still the same.. BUSY~ or should i say everyday was a busy day.. lolx. Keep packing non stop docket keep coming out.. Dunno where the hell customer love eating chicken so much.. haha.. oOps..

haha.. not bad ya.. compared to last few mths la.. Yesterday riders got Mathan, Murugam, Alex (but he went back), Saiful(replace Alex),Daniel & Yusuf. They are too powerful already..

So after finish my closing, guess what.. Ayub & his gf came.. OMG.. haha.. And "Fir" did come too.. DAmN it la~.. didn't expect he came.. *SHY*
So they plan to go Marine Parade play bowling. Got "A" & his gf, sop, Dan, Fir & me.. I actually don't wanna go, but i've already been ask to go out.. So cannot reject la.. =P
By right i go eat with "V" & "J", end up i go with the riders la.. Hehehe.. So, they send me home to change & go Marine Parade play bowling after that go eat.. We go Yio Chu Kang mama shop there makan. Reach home abt 4+..

Well, first time sit fir bike. Super nervous & shy.. Feel so blissful leh.. Hahaha.. Fun but scary.. o.O haha.. didn't expect he can ride so fast at expressway as "A" told me before la.. Having fun going with them.. Haha.. "A" & the others keep disturbing me & him from the beginning till the end.. Ass right..

Guess i'll end here.. More to update if any.. haha.. tata..

2008-10-01T03:50:00.001+08:00

Hello again.. i'm back from work.. Wanna wish all the muslim ppl Selamat Hari Raya. Well, i'm off today actually.. but kena call back to help Home Delivery with my DM Vincent. Damn stress loh.. Abt to close, around 2250 like this got 5 orders out.. Oh my.. All around Ave 8 & St 51 damn far leh. Today jammed chicken like hell.. Haha.. Like fighting.. Long queue outside & many many orders from Home Delivery.. lol..

Then Ma'am ask 4 riders go take stock and somemore it's raining.. So left with all the malaysian riders.. Haiz.. sianz.. Ask them send orders, complain this & that.. RUbbish loh.. Can't stand them..

But today is a fun day for me & vincent.. Cos we go send the last 5 orders.. We manage to get up the taxi. We tell the taxi uncle turn left & right until tat uncle BLUR BLUR.. lolx.. Somemore it's still raining heavily.. Haha.. Funny sia..

Monday freak out

2008-09-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

Guess what! Today is damn SUPER busy Monday.. Home delivery pack until siao.. Today is Monday, jus a normal day & it seems like weekends. Me & Florence pack until SHUT DOWN.. lolx.. This is the first time MOnday shut down for Home Delivery.. lolx.. ANd u know what.. today cook is KEN. Tat pig head KEN.. Dunno why he will jam chicken. Hopeless.. Haiz.. Speechless..

He jam all the chicken from 4-10pm.. Oh my.. POWER right..
Well, today my riders all damn tired.. Haha.. Not becos they not enough slp, it's jus too much orders for them to send. SOmemore today riders all so powerful.. Got Ayub(2), Firdaus(21), Mathan(9), Faizal(3) & Ijah(22), plus Saiful(17) but tat guy went back le. Go dating la.. haha.. Still can bring gf come to KFC.. lolx.. Cos they dun have time to rest due to too much orders from 5pm to 10pm non stop. Laugh* Poor thing.. hehe..

After that.. Everything is back to normal again.. Haha.. Yeah.. SO jus wanna tell Vincent good luck tomorrow orders.. Jiayou worx.. I pack until hand "sour" le.. Haha.. All drumlets la.. either 8pcs or 10pcs loh.. Plus today damn many complain.. DUe to all LATE loh.. Haha.. Sianz.. Hope tml is a smooth one.. lolx..

2008-09-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

A brand new week again. It's mth end again.. yeah.. Hari Raya coming already.. Gonna be freak out le.. Many many orders.. find tat days passing very fast.. one mth one mth pass so fast.. Going to October liao.. Oh my.. Hope this few mth will be smoothly for everyone(include me) haha.. Jia you!!

Working at KFC is much much more fun nowadays..MOre & moRe riders arE coMinG in.. hehe.. Lotsa of laughter & joy in KFC Kovan. I miss & love them all.. Haha.. Will always remember the happy things.. Yeah~~ ^.^v

28/09/2009

2008-09-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

yOyO.. i'm back.. Haha.. don't have time to update.. Things have changed alot for the past 2 weeks. Things doesn't goes well.. My life had changed working at KFC Kovan. Meet different kinds of people, learn to communicate with other culture people around us. Learn to control & solve things easily. Many more ah...

Yesterday night after my supper, just heard a bad news. my cousin & one of my fren got HURT. Reason is they break up with their gf le. *Sad* :'(
My cousin cried, telling me that he's very hurt & painful. I told him not to think so much.. This is life.. The world is cruel. we have to except the fact what we face. I told him frankly.. "Wat for cry because of a girl?"! Yes i understand that he can't forget her just a short period of time. I've been through all stages like this before. But we have to be STRONG overall.. Only TIME cures everything..

As ppl always say.. LOVE this thing is very complicated & it's blind too.. Must learn to balance. Haiz..

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there. Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. A mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain.

Romantic love is an illusion. Most of us discover this truth at the end of a love affair or else when the sweet emotions of love lead us into marriage and then turn down their flames.

27/09/2008

2008-09-27T13:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night.. after finish work we intend to go play bowling.. but vincent & me went home bath first before we meet ayub,yusuf & faizal. Laugh*

after i've prepared, i went down look for the 3 guys as vincent still at home bathing & ask ayub go pick him up. so we 3 members go play arcade in the first place. Bowling full house ma.. haha.. after tat play for awhile, we go out meet vincent & ayub.

In the end, we 5 members go play arcade & bowling. haha.. wE play only one game cos faizal & yusuf going back. sO left witH me, vincent & ayub. wE wEnt tO mAc eat. sittinG dOwn cHit chAt..

aftEr thAt, all gO hOmE le.. hAhaha..

KFC Staff & Riders

2008-09-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

25/09/2008

2008-09-26T11:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a busy day for me.. Didn't expect my manager, Authur didn't even help me. "sad" but i did break the record.. That's because recently sales not tat good.. So we have tO jiAyOu.. I gOt a few besties in KFC.. They are always there for me when i'm feeling sad or unhappy.. Haha..

These are the 2 staff whom i closed which is Vincent & Joanne. And there's more la.. Like those riders who are so funny & playful.. Can say that our outlet is blessed with all gd riders.. Like Ayub, Saiful, Yusuf, Ashraf, Daniel, Faizal, Firdaus, Ijah & many more riders la.. Haha..

26/09/2008

2008-09-26T10:46:00.000+08:00

Im Kris Chan Hui Ling =)
Im no longer studying le.
Im working partime in KFC(Kovan)- Service Ambassador/Dispatcher
Im quite selective with my girl & guy friends
I love blading
I love to play PSP
I love sleeping
I love whoever loves me
Im a really fun girl to be with. I love laughing. I love crappy jokes.
When Im serious, I tend to raise my voice. That is me. Don't ask why
Dont be fooled by my looks. Im super talkative!!
I believe that, if we fail to plan, then we planned to fail.