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*Swimming + tanning ♥ *Basketball ♥ *Netball ♥ *Outing ♥ *Taking photos ♥ *Watching movies ♥ *Camwhoring ♥
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
A shooting star flew by and you quickly came to mind. You're exactly what I wanted and you're what my thoughts would find. Our friendship flashed before me and a smile I found on my face. I loved each and every moment of your sweet enchanting grace. I was memorized so much by the words that you would speak, I couldn't seem to help that I'd always grow so weak. At first I liked our friendship, how we could trust each other? How our friendship grew so strong with one another? I'm not sure when it started but i began to fall for you, I couldn't stop my feelings and there was nothing I could do. But soon my feelings grew stronger and you're all I thought about my heart was beating only for you. And in that there was no doubt. I tried to get over it knowing it would never be, knowing I was just playing with my feelings and thinking you would fall for me. Hahaha... I didn't tell anyone not even my best friends, didn't want to risk our friendship, didn't want it to end as I couldn't control it. I yearned for you so much but didn't want anything else, except your gentle touch. Hehehe.. I kept my mouth shut, trying to deny it to myself and pretending I didn't have those feelings. Lying to myself this love is starting to hurt, pretending it's not real trying to put it in the past refusing to reveal.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
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