A fragile heart was broken before I don't think it could endure another pain but there's a voice from deep inside of you that's calling out to make you realize that this new bond gives inspiration. To all who feel no love appeal no more so how can I break this wall around you. That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain so forget your past and we can dream tomorrow. Save our hearts for card and lovin too. It's hard I know but one thing for sure don't go and break this fragile heart. A hurting mind in need of emotion, I don't think I could endure another pain but baby in you, I've found affection, affection I have never felt before.

So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow, don't go and break my fragile heart. With all this fire that burns between us, there's so much to lose and yet so much more to gain. And if I could, choose the world around me, the world I'd choose would all revolve around you. So help me complete the game inside me and help to mend my fragile heart.

hello.. it's been almost 4 days to didn't update my blog.. Jus reach home.. hehehe.. been outing since almost 3 weeks outside with my friends till 6+ in the morning.. Went to play pool, supper, chit chatting, playing poker cards.. lolx.. Well.. spend alot of money tat past few weeks.. =) Been very stress cause not enough money liao.. But no job avaible.. Haiz.. Guess the interview didn't goes very successful too.. Didn't make it.. But nvm.. It's a good try..




Alright today program was fun but tired. Tired is becos didn't slp enough due to the day before i went out la.. Meet up with sakinah & bing bing for chit chat.. Play poker card to check our love life.. Haha.. it was fun.. Then we play till around 5+ in the morning then i take my first bus at 5.30am at Hougang Ave 8.. Went home bath & fall asleep till 1pm then wash up go out again.. Wahahaha.. This time is go to my friend's baby full mth.. Take some shot for the baby boy.. He is CUTE.. Shall upload the photos and let u guys see.. hehehe.. Around in the evening like this, went to my cousin house to teach them a new game.. Then we ahead to AMK HUB for some bites la.. The clever thing is that i wear high heels till my legs hurts.. Been walking from Seng Kang to Hougang ave 9 then from there to AMK HUB.. Wah lao.. Tell u freaking painful now lor.. Ass sia.. lolx.. Nvm.. I deserve that.. Cos didn't expect my cousins & their mums going there ma.. I shall stop here liao.. Leg painfull need to rest.. hahaha.. Will update my blog when i'm free.. hehehe.. =)

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I'm Back.. hehehe.. Blog blog blog..

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself, I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
I can’t hold on to what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on to anything watching everything spin.
With thoughts of failure sinking in, if I turn my back I’m defenseless and to go blindly seems senseless.
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll take from me ‘till everything is gone. If I let them go I’ll be outdone but if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun.
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself. How do you think I’ve lost so much? I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch and how do you expect... I will know what to do?
When all I know is what you tell me to don’t you know I can’t tell you how to make it go? No matter what I do, how hard I try I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside..

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Yo.. baack.. almost a week nv update.. hehe.. was busy lah.. finding job.. finally on the tue morning.. i receive a mail from one of the company.. Ask me go down for interview today.. Went for interview almost lost the way.. Luckily thing i called my fren who stay near there.. The company is just beside this Amber Hotel.. So i went in to the club and it really gives me a very comfortable feeling.. The people there are friendly.. Hahaha.. Seat down and i fill up the application form.. Damn worried i will be shortlisted.. Haiz.. Sianz if i can't get in.. Hope i can get into that job.. It's my interest as i'm sporty.. The place suits me.. =) I love it.. hehehe.. The one who interview me was also friendly.. Tell me this & that.. No bad.. hehehe.. Gonna go work later at 5.30pm.. Yeah.. Cook again.. CRISPY OR ORIGINAL.. lolx.. ZINGER OR FILLET..

Tatata.. Good news will be updated either tomorrow or the following days.. hahaha.. take care.. CHAO!

Labels: hope

Just wake up.. Went out yesterday nite after work around 12+am to 1 am like this went Jalan Kayu eat.. After that, go Pasir Ris there for some chilling.. Hahaha.. play some kind of childish games like POKER and i decide to set punishments if whoever lose.. Can say I'm the unlucky one who came out this stupid punishment call "POLE DANCE".. I have to go to the lamp post to dance Pole Dance.. The clever me had no choice.. Say it must do it.. So i was like unwilling lah.. So dance for 30 sec.. So malu.. Never try doing pole dance on lamp post.. After that.. the next punishment worst.. Had to dance on the person.. Wah.. the punishment is getting more evil & wild.. Lucky thing is i win.. so that person have to dance on someone lah.. So funny sia.. Heard some people at corner laughing very loud guess they saw the one who lose had to do pole dance on the other person la.. Hahahaha..

Well.. time passes very fast.. about 5+ to 6am, getting tired so go home.. On the way home it was like damn fun.. Maybe this kind of thing is only to keep memories.. I'll cherish whatever it is now lor.. don't regret after losing it.. It's true.. This is life.. Things had happened and to ACCEPT it.. Really.. Time heals everything.. Slowly.. We human come and go.. So enjoy yourself.. Go to go bath liao.. Hahahaha.. Might go out again.. =)

Labels: cherish, moments

Another birthday boy again.. lolx.. Today his birthday.. So wishing him Happy Birthday and happiness fill with him always.. Hahaha.. I'm trying to grant his wish.. wahahaha.. Had bought him a birthday gift for him by us.. (vincent & me, we shared) So let's sing a song for AYUB.. (will upload the photos soon..)



Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Ayub
Happy Birthday To You

Labels: wishes

Back to blog.. Hahaha.. so many days le.. Spent my weekend outside ya.. Sat went to my grandma birthday party then sunday went out with cousin.. Spend on makeup things.. hahaha.. =)

Well.. Remember when I said I won't miss you,the truth is that i do. I never stop thinking about you and we are meant together. The two of us are bound but now it seems like forever i can't get you off my mind if i could wish upon a star then i would hold you in my arms and i know we could love once again if i could turn the hands of time then you would love me still be mine. Baby kid, I would be right where you are if i could wish upon a star. It's obvious and everyone can see that u and i are truly meant to be but nothing turns out right.. If only i could make u realize if only time could give us just another chance and I'd prove it all to you.

Labels: happy, wishes

Back to blog.. Hahaha.. 5 days liao.. Never blog anything.. Well this 5 days didn't go very smooth.. Weather also siao siao want.. Happy rain not happy super humid.. Wat is happening to the world?? Not in good mood.. Keep throwing temper at other ppl.. Maybe is because i miss you suddenly.. (wah.. sounds so serious.. lolx) Well, i didn't sleep well today.. Went out on ytd night till thurs morning.. Me & my 2 other frens were chatting at Kovan Mac till 8am.. After that head back to home and bath & K.O.. Sleep till 2 plus wake up.. Almost late.. Call to office and say will be late.. I'm jus too tired.. Haiz..

Well.. Ytd night was terrible.. Base station is like hell.. So many things to do.. I'm telling myself.. I'm gonna quit the job soon by June 2009. I just can't stand it anymore.. It's making ourselves very "pak chek" ah.. Those ppl nv come, we cover for them.. Wat is this.. I'm getting more and more tired of this job le.. This thing wash tat thing wash.. It's not i against this job.. It's like more and more things to do ever since HD close down & change of AM.. I don't wanna talk abt it le.. I'm sick & tired.. Don't ask why.. Talk to my hand! lolx..

Good nite everyone.. Have a sweet dream cause today weather is cooling.. Raining ma.. For those riding or driving.. Be careful ya.. Road is slippery..

Babykid.. Just a short post for you:
Have a gd rest.. take care ya.. nitez.. sweet dreams..

Labels: boring and scary, feeling