Back to blog.. Hahaha.. 5 days liao.. Never blog anything.. Well this 5 days didn't go very smooth.. Weather also siao siao want.. Happy rain not happy super humid.. Wat is happening to the world?? Not in good mood.. Keep throwing temper at other ppl.. Maybe is because i miss you suddenly.. (wah.. sounds so serious.. lolx) Well, i didn't sleep well today.. Went out on ytd night till thurs morning.. Me & my 2 other frens were chatting at Kovan Mac till 8am.. After that head back to home and bath & K.O.. Sleep till 2 plus wake up.. Almost late.. Call to office and say will be late.. I'm jus too tired.. Haiz..

Well.. Ytd night was terrible.. Base station is like hell.. So many things to do.. I'm telling myself.. I'm gonna quit the job soon by June 2009. I just can't stand it anymore.. It's making ourselves very "pak chek" ah.. Those ppl nv come, we cover for them.. Wat is this.. I'm getting more and more tired of this job le.. This thing wash tat thing wash.. It's not i against this job.. It's like more and more things to do ever since HD close down & change of AM.. I don't wanna talk abt it le.. I'm sick & tired.. Don't ask why.. Talk to my hand! lolx..

Good nite everyone.. Have a sweet dream cause today weather is cooling.. Raining ma.. For those riding or driving.. Be careful ya.. Road is slippery..

Babykid.. Just a short post for you:
Have a gd rest.. take care ya.. nitez.. sweet dreams..

Labels: boring and scary, feeling

I see you beside me only when it's only a dream. A vision of what used to be the laughter. Pictures in time but fading to memories. How could I ever let you go, isit too late to let you know? I tried to run from your side but each place I hide.

It only reminds me of you when i turn out all the lights. Even the night, it only reminds me of you. I needed my freedom that's what I've thought.. But I was a fool to believe my heart lied while i cried. Rivers of tears but I was too blind to see. Everything is like never before and now it means so much more..

Labels: feeling, time

Pose 1 - Yes?

Pose 2 - Oh My GOD!

Pose 3 - Eeek.. Get lost!

Pose 4 - Alright.. Don't disturb me..

Pose 5 - Aiyo.. Keep quiet pls!

Pose 6 - Finally, there's some peace now.

Finally.. I'm back to blog le.. I'm off for 3 days last week.. Which is Wed, Thurs & Sat. Hehe.. Wed went for a swimming training.. I'm super damn dark now.. WAhahahaha.. But i like.. =) So that's how i spend my Wed days.. hehehe..
Thurs i was damn tired due to the day before i went swim 10 laps.. The whole pool was like mine sia.. Not much people.. How i wish i have my own swimming pool.. LoLx.. (crazy seh) So after that day i was sleeping whole day la.. Faint! Thurs was a resting day to me..


So fri start work liao.. Damn tired.. After work, go home bath & sleep.. Lolx.. Pig sia.. =X
Sat hor.. Ai seh.. Pathetic leh.. Meet my friends they all at City Hall.. One was late.. For her she must advance booking. Always late de.. Tell her meet 1pm, but end up reach City hall at 2.30pm. FAINT!! OMG! So me & the other 2 friends go walk walk first.. So meet up & chit chat.. Talk talk & shop shop after that went to my friend new born baby full mth.. He was damn cute.. Will upload the pHotos see.. hehehe.. Different expression shot i taken.. =) Saw some of ITE friends lah.. Some slim down, some pump air lah.. Know wat it means right.. Kekeke..

Around 8+, we plan to go relax ourself cause we so long nv meet up le, sure lotsa of topic to talk.. Went to one pub at Outram there.. Not bad lah.. The place there was relaxing enough.. Cool environment.. Then reach there, we order 1 jug first.. play some poker cards lah.. After that, order again.. End up we all order 5 jug seh.. POWER leh.. 4 people drink 5 jug.. End up i'm the one who is the drunk one.. Almost i drink about 2-3 jug.. STRONG GIRL.. hahaha.. Vomited 3 times at tat pub, was very giddy already.. After that, reach home around 1+, vomited 2 times again.. wahahaha.. Like MERLION sia.. Feeling very terrible as next day i've to work.. So woke up in the morning, head damn heavy.. Like a stone on my head.. Can't remove. So i took 1 panadol EXTRA and went back to sleep again.. Woke up again around 3+ then bath & head to work.. Went to work like shit.. My vision was damn blurrr~ Totally white seh.. Went to buy chocolates to make myself awake.. As usual, work at based lor.. Work & work till closing.. Alright.. That's for today..

Labels: attitude, feeling, outing, time

Yoyo.. Back to update.. On sat i went to my fren's baby full mth house at Seng Kang.. The baby was so cute.. Will upload the photo soon.. So reach there the baby was sleeping soundly.. She entertain us awhile and call us go eat.. While eating.. the baby woke up & everyone was envy to carry her.. hehe.. So i finish eating and carry her.. First time carry new born baby child.. Oh gosh! It was so soft leh.. Very fragile.. So the baby was like passing around.. till her dad carry to drink milk milk le..

Aren't the baby girl so adorable?

About 10-15mins.. Jason came. The first thing was Ah bOy nv come ah.. Shit man.. WHy must they keep saying me & him...? WTF.. What's happening to the world right now? Love can't be force.. Y is everyone keep telling me try lah try lah.. Nv try nv know..??? Faint!! Can't everyone just understand love must have communication & trust..? plus feeling too.. If u have feelings then can.. It's like a match & a stick then u will get fire.. But nvm.. After tat everyone is settle down & chit chat, we move off to Pat house again.. Tat ah boy wanna see Pat ceiling.. CEILING?? hahaha.. After viewing.. Ah boy send me to LY to meet my friends. So meet up & we chit chat till 10+.. After that i head to my ah yi house for dinner.. I was late.. reach her house around 11.30pm.. So eat & eat & eat lor.. =)

Too be continue later.. I needa go rest awhile.. Brain not working.. =)

Labels: feeling, happy, outing

Well.. Yesterday is damn quiet day for me.. Solo based closing cause Home Delivery no more already.. Seems very weird. Miss the place so much.. They have transfer all the bags & boxes to other outlet already.. Oh my.. it's was like moving house. Damn empty. Sound so sad right.. But really very boring if no delivery le.. Normally you will see riders coming in & out talking loudly playing etc etc.. But yesterday was the 1st day without Home Delivery.. Haiz..

Doing as usual.. Doing based station solo, burgers out & out non stop.. It was like damn freak out lah.. One person do based leh.. Haiz... Really wish that Home Delivery will be BACK~!

After work, went makan with Arzuan la.. Cause i whole day nv eat anything ma.. hahaha.. like real hor.. So go chill makan & take some songs from hp then jalan back home lor.. Alright guys.. Go to go already.. Tatata.. Nitez.. Take care..

MISS YOU GUYS~~!! HOME DELIVERY WILL BE BACK!

Labels: feeling, staffs, time, wish, work

Why am i always feel that kind of feelings? Why i still can't change that attitude? Why am i always have to let things happened already then realize that it's too late? What's wrong with me? Crazy? Do i need councilor? Oh gosh~ Better not.. I'm fine dude.. I'm just really very sick of it. KRISchanhuiling, WAKE UP! I don't want repeat history again.. Can KRISchanhuiling do it? Shall see how.. =)

I know I'm never good enough. I know I'm never who you wish to see every morning you wake up. I know I'm never the one you wanna share your life with. I know I'm never the one you wish to see her name appearing on your cell. I know I'm never the one you wish to hear over the phone each time it rings. I know I'm never the one you see in your dreams. I know I'm never the one you've been faithful with. But you are the one, you never want me to be. If only, every night I pray, can bring me to you one day... Nothing else really counts, eversince the day you leave.

Labels: feeling, tired